R to NC-17 Stories

NOTE
R-NC17 means stories containing EXPLICIT sex. Slash means sexual relations between people of the same gender. If you're under 18, or don't like reading explicit erotica - go elsewhere.

Abductees 1998
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17 (sequel to Isolation)
She had been trying to avoid Dukat as best she could over the last few months and she had done her very best to go back to treating him the way she always had. She was tired of seeing him on the station, but he had made it his business to show up there pretty often. The way he looked at her, the way she felt when she looked at him…
Beta: none

Always Be There  07.06.00
VOY, slash, P/K, NC-17 PWP- by kira-nerys
Harry didn't answer and Tom closed his eyes. He began to shut down. The barriers were rising again. How stupid of him to think this would lead to something lasting. How stupid of him to believe that Harry could love him enough to stay with him. This one was graciously beta-read by Charlene, Calico, VastSee and some other members on the PacKage List.

An Eventful Night 05.02.00
TOS slash, K/S, Mild R, humor - by kira-nerys

There it was again. A hard, scraping noise...no, it sounded like coughing...no, it was a snore. Kirk looked at his lover. Spock was lying peacefully on his back, with his hands folded on his chest and....

A Meal To Remember, March 2000
TOS, slash, K/S NC-17 - by kira-nerys,
A hot and pretty long PWP published in the printzine Beyond Dreams 2. If you want to get your hands on this 'zine you have to contact Jenna Sinclair at JennaSTS@aol.com
Click here to get a taste of the story:  Extract from
A Meal To Remember
Beta reader: Dusky (VastSee and Greywolf the Wanderer)

Beg 06.14.00
TOS, slash, K/S, NC-17 PWP- by kira-nerys
Mush antidote PWP - Kirk gets manhandled by Spock. 'nuff said!
Spock continued stroking himself, moving his fingers up and down the shaft, grabbing it harder. Jim swallowed hard. Spock was leaning back on his arm, showing his body to perfection before Jim. He was gorgeous
This one was graciously beta-read by Scarlet

Caught Off Guard 02.07.00
by kira-nerys
TOS, slash K/S, NC-17, PWP, First time-
Answers my own first line challenge, issued on ASCEM
"I think it is time to stop the pretense, Captain"
"I may have mislead you somewhat as to the Vulcan nature," Spock said softly, and there was a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
This one was beta-read by VastSee. Thank you, my dear. 

Changes Lies and Fears
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, NC-17
Bashir finally realizes what he feels for Garak. Is it too late now that his Cardassian friend has taken a lover?
"... but she was always appalled at the way you treated Garak. He loved you. It was obvious in every gesture, every time he looked at you or talked to you. His passion for you was so evident to all of us, and you kept stringing him along like a puppy dog on a leash. Giving him hints of what it could be like. Now when he finally has found someone whom he can actually count on to be there for him and share his feelings, you decide to do something about it..."
Beta: VastSee, Sophie Masse and Olivia Monteith

Christmas Gifts or Blue Seduction  01.13.00
By kira-nerys
TOS, slash K/S, NC-17, mush -

First Place Golden O for Best Challenge story 2000

Moments later they helped each other drag the tree through the woods all the way back to the cabin. It was really quite touching, Kirk thought, the way Spock was getting into the holiday spirit.

Beta: Greywolf the Wanderer

The Church 10.05.00
By kira-nerys
slash M/Sk, X-files, NC-17, PWP
"This is insane," Skinner gasped as Mulder pocketed the glasses and then moved his hands toward the fly of Skinner's pants. Without breaking eye-contact, Mulder sank to his knees and slowly opened the zipper. He watched the older man, neatly dressed in his suit and tie, looking so proper.
For VastSee on her 30'th birthday.
Beta: None

Darkness Within and Without
(note, this story is a work in progress that I haven't worked on in over three years. It's not likely to be finished anytime soon - if ever.)
By kira-nerys
unfinished, DS9 K/Du, R h/c
Kira and Dukat are stranded on a planet in the Badlands. Dukat is blind and has to rely on Kira for help and support.
"Nobody trusts you anymore, Dukat. You're a madman and a murderer." Kira said coldly. She might feel sorry for him, might even understand him - deep inside. But she'd be damned if she showed him any pity or compassion.
He didn't answer - as if he silently agreed with her.

Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Darkness - missing scene
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17, PWP
A missing love scene between Kira and Dukat from Darkness Within and Without.
She pulled away and he let go of her. The emptiness inside him grew and he leaned his head back, closing his eyes again. The moment was over and he wanted to scream. He was so hard it was painful. He was going to have to do something about that. How humiliating. How could he have thought, even for a minute that she would want to make love… to have sex with… him, he corrected himself.
Beta: VastSee

Dire Dinner Distractions
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9 K/Du, G/B, G/Du, K/B NC-17
Garak's mind wandered back to that moment when it all had blown up in their faces. He could still see the thin form of Legate Dukat's body as it lay on the floor of his office. He had been murdered and Garak arrived just a fraction of a second too late to catch the perpetrator. But that wasn't the worst part of it. As he stood there, leaning over the body, trying to figure out how to proceed, Dukat had entered the room and found him there.
Beta:VastSee

Don't Look at Me 2001
by kira-nerys
Buffy, B/S, NC17
She didn’t say anything. He could barely hear her breathe, but her heartbeat was quick. Was she excited or ... afraid? Not of him – she had never been afraid of him – but perhaps of what she was doing? He waited, desperate to feel more of her touch.
Beta: Mad Hamlet

Face the Truth
by kira-nerys
slash, VOY, C/P, NC-17
But his reaction is not what I expect. He leans forward, pressing even closer to me, pinning my arms above my head to the wall, and he ravishes me. The full lips come down on mine violently, as if he can't get enough. Ever. I moan into his mouth and arch against him. I want to touch him, I want to run my hands through his salt and pepper hair, but he won't let me. He's got me pinned down.
Beta: Moriahlin, VastSee

Falling
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, NC-17
He wanted to reach out and touch Julian. He wanted to pull the man into his embrace and kiss him, make love to him. The doctor stood there before him, undressing as casually as if he had been alone. Eventually, Garak turned towards the wall and tried to will his arousal away.
Beta: VastSee, Moriahlin

First Time, Last Time december 2001
by kira-nerys
slash, Angel, A/L, R, Secret Santa challenge response 2001
Lindsey fought to keep his voice even, though he knew the vampire could hear his heart speed up, feel the warmth spreading through him. It tingled. He’d longed for something like this, ever since he first laid eyes on Angel.
Beta: none

Flashes / Moments in Time
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash & het, Various, DS9, NR,
Short snippets featuring various characters. Proceed with caution if you don't like m/m. They are not explicit however and very, very short.
For once Bashir allows himself to watch Garak without the tailor noticing. The young man's eyes fill with a hunger so profound it is earth shattering.
Beta: none

From the Depths Within
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17, PWP
His lean shape moved away from her into the shadows and she was now desperate to find out why he left her. Why did he leave her now, when she was about to give in? Was he going to make her beg for it? Was that it?
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

From the Mouth of a Predator, March 2001
TOS - K/S NC-17 - by kira-nerys,
Beta reader: Jenna did a line-edit (Greywolf made helpful suggestions)

My longest story to date. 58 zine pages (wow) If it's the best I've written to date, you'll have to be the judge of, but I'm pretty pleased with it. It deals with a fairly common plot device but in a different way.

Kirk and Spock are apprehended by A' Sharon, a Klingon drug dealer and she has an unusual request to make of them that might save their lives.

If you want to get your hands on this 'zine you have to contact Jenna Sinclair at JennaSTS@aol.com Check out the site www.beyonddreamspress.com for more information about the zine Beyond Dreams 3

Click here to get a taste of the story:  Extract from
From the Mouth of a Predator

Gold, Silk and Wishes
by kira-nerys
Buffy, B/S, NC17 PWP, kinky.
“Slayer,” he whispered as he pulled away. He buried his face into her neck. “Don’t fight it. You want me, I know you do. I saw it in your eyes.”
Beta: Mad Hamlet.

Heart's True Desire (Sequel to Sleepwalking. )
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17
For seven nights in a row - she had counted them - she had woken up while trying to get out of her quarters, to go to him. One night she had even gotten so far as to try and access the station's computer, but the lockout had been very thorough.
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Heart of Darkness NEW
Dec 29, 2003
(part of the Fireplace Series, companion piece to Holiday Sneer and Space in Between)
By kira-nerys
Harry Potter, HP/SS, PG, ER
I forced myself to my feet and stumbled across the battlefield. Fires burned tiredly and the leafless trees stood out like dark skeletons against the smoky sky. The smell of death and evil curses was rancid, and I fought the bile that rose in my throat.
Beta: none

A Heated Encounter
By kira-nerys
DS9. G/Z, NC-17, PWP
She wrapped her slender arms around him and leaned her head against his back. Garak closed his eyes and leaned toward her touch. It felt as though flames were rippling his back where her body pressed against his. The two mounds of her breasts felt like they were burning against his back. He could feel the tension in his groin, and he knew he would do something unforgivable if she didn't let go.
Beta: Comments by OdoGoddess

Her Confidant
Buffy B/S, NC-17 PWP
“Well, your punching me in the face anytime I tried anything fooled me into believing you meant it,” Spike said wryly. “You’ll forgive a bloke for taking a hint.”
She winced. He was right. She had been pretty convincing. She had even convinced herself after all.
“Right,” she admitted. “You’ve got a point.”

Holiday Greetings
By kira-nerys
slash,
DS9, G/B, R
He didn't exactly require the Captain's help - or permission - to get to the computer… But it was quite obvious he wouldn't get anything useful out of either Sisko or Julian - or any of the other humans for that matter. He sighed deeply and got out of Sisko's office and strolled over to one of the computer terminals. He accessed the database and did a search on the word Christmas.
Beta: Heather Cook

Homecoming, 2000
slash, TOS, K/S, NC17, PWP by kira-nerys
Written for the Kirk/Spock Online Festival 2000
Two small steps separated them, and Spock closed the distance. Kirk groaned as their lips met, their bodies connected, and his fingers dug into the Vulcan's shoulders in a desperate grip. There was no time for talk, no time for anything but to taste, feel and touch each other.
Beta: Hafital

Hungry Eyes NEW September 2002
By kira-nerys
slash, Smallville - Clark/Lex
Part of the ClexFest First Wave
Clark didn’t even think Lex was aware of how his hands moved slowly upwards in a caress, and Clark bit back a groan of pleasure not to alert Lex to what he was doing.
Beta: Titti, Jade and Lady Angel

In the Land of Lost and Found 01.22.00
slash
, TOS - K/S, NR, by kira-nerys, vignette
I felt something then. As if the link between us had been muted. Not cut, not severed by death, but it was not vibrantly alive as it had been only moments ago. I knew then, that something had happened. The fact that Jim was on the Enterprise B and I could not reach him worried me.
Beta: None

In the Mood
By kira-nerys
slash. DS9, G/W, AU, R
Jen Chapman challenged me to write this one. I take no responsibility for squicked readers. The Regent is bored and wants Garak to entertain him.
Garak stepped forward to the bench where the clothes lay. It consisted of a black dress and an extremely ridiculous apron with frills. Garak groaned aloud. This was - by far - the most outrageous costume he'd ever been forced to wear.
Beta: none

Isolation
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17
"Would you care to taste?" he said and looked at her with a smile. Kira realized he had been looking at her, while she was staring at him, for quite some time. Again she blushed. What was wrong with her today? It was clear to her that he wasn't just talking about the wine.
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Jori's Diary 1 (co-authored with Moriahlin)
The voice was that of a young Bajoran woman, probably from the Tellkanna Province by her accent, who seemed to be named Jori. She was speaking as though she was sharing the latest gossip with a close friend. But the content, oh Prophets, the scene she described between herself and that, that lecherous old vole….
Jori's Diary 2 (co-authored with Moriahlin)
He moved his hands up to my face to hold my head still as he kissed my lips. His tongue thrust inside my mouth and I sucked eagerly at it, as I tried opening his pants. He lifted us both up so I could pull them over his slender hips and then I felt his hands move urgently over my thighs pulling the skirt up to my waist. A ripping noise was all that informed me of what happened to my underwear. 
(Jori's Diary 3 - by Moriahlin)
The Bajoran recording disk was watching her, Kira thought. Its scratched surface winked and glittered in the light of her quarters and seemed to reproach her for not picking it up and listening to the rest of its secrets. Jori's secrets. The diary of a comfort girl that had been Gul Dukat's mistress during the Cardassian Occupation of Bajor. One in a long line of Bajoran woman that he and the other Cardassians had used and cast aside at whim.
Jori's Diary 4
By kira-nerys
Pre-DS9, Du/f, NC-17 mild bondage
"Who are you, and what do you want with me?" he asked, but it was futile. All he could hear, or even sense was the presence of another being in the room with him. He was moving around slowly as if waiting for some kind of sign. Was it a he, even - or was it in fact his Bajoran slave girl?
Beta: Various

The Julian Blues Series  15.12.00
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, PG-NC17,
What happened after
"What You Leave Behind", between Garak and Bashir?

                * Julian Blues
                   G/B, NC17
     
     Julian misses Garak.
                * One Last Favor Before I Go
                   G/B, PG13
    
      Garak helps Julian back to bed.
                * Nothing To Leave Behind
                   G/B, PG
       
   Julian makes a life-changing decision
                * Closer To You
                   G/B, PG
          
Garak is more difficult to locate than Julian anticipated.

Labyrinth ONE, December 2002 NEW
by kira-nerys
slash, Harry Potter, R, Harry/Snape
For the From Dusk Til Dawn Fuh-Q-Fest
“Relax, Potter, I am not going to cut your head off.” Snape’s voice suddenly sounded a little strained and so much softer than usual. Harry opened his eyes and met Snape’s gaze. “Almost done,” Snape said and Harry couldn’t stop the shiver as the cold scissors glided over his skin.
Beta: Devi the Wynter Wytch

Late Night Snack
By kira-nerys
slash, VOY, P/K, R, PWP
Tom's moping in the mess hall when Harry shows up for a midnight snack.
Beta: PacKage members

Laying Claim
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, NC-17, PWP
Garak is impatient when Bashir comes home from a long trip.
Beta: VastSee

Lessons
Slash, TOS, Golden O winner 1999

* Lessons 1-5  G 12.01.99
* Lessons 6-10 G 12.03.99
*
Lessons 11-15 R 12.05.99
*
Lessons 16-20
NC17 02.27.00 
- K/S, McC, G-NC-17 by kira-nerys (vignettes)
  
TOS, Warning: ANGST
   Betareaders: none

Spock and Kirk split up. Spock leaves because he cannot handle Kirk's rejection. Kirk makes him leave because he can't handle the intensity of their relationship. He's scared witless. Where will this lead them?

Lessons is a series of vignettes/poems from Kirk's, Spock's and McCoy's POV's. I had not intended for Lessons one to continue, but something happened...

Let's Talk About Sex, With Lex. New September 2002
by kira-nerys
slash, Smallville, Clark/Lex, NC17
“A happy meal with legs? I’m sure I’ve never looked at you like you were a happy meal with legs. I so do not like McDonald’s.”
Beta: Jade

Light After Darkness
Second Place Golden O (tie) for Best TNG story 2000
Second Place Golden O (tie) for Best TNG Slash story 2000

slash, TNG/TOS, Spock/Data, NC17
by kira-nerys
Part of the Spock Fuh-Q Fest July/August 2000
slash, TOS/TNG S/Data, (K/S) angst. NC-17
He fell.
He kept falling.
Blackness surrounded him.
He was swirling slowly through the pitch-black void.
He was searching.
Kept on searching, but found nothing.
Fear clawed at him.
He would get lost in the darkness and never find his way back.
The void was so large, like a black hole sucking him in, devouring him.
Beta: Lorre and VastSee

Lonely Road Trip
By kira-nerys
slash, X-files, M/Sk, NC-17. PWP
Finally I give up and heave a deep sigh. I rummage around on the nightstand in the room. The streetlights make it light enough to dial Walter’s number, I don’t even need to turn on the bed-lamp. As the tones buzz in my ear I start feeling insecure again. Damn, I hate that. I don’t want to wake him up, in case he might not have slept okay for days. I know how hard he works.
Beta: VastSee

Love is the Fire in Which We Burn, Dec 21, 2002 NEW
slash, Harry Potter, Harry/Snape, NC17, PWP
But the nuisance himself, Harry Potter, remained at his desk, his face somewhat pale and serious. Snape sent Potter a very cold look. The boy startled as though he’d been struck. The wounded expression in his eyes was like a fist around the Potions master’s heart.

Beta: Devi the WynterWytch and Karen Colohan.

Loving the Enemy, NEW to the 'net.
Written in March 1999
by kira-nerys
DS9, Du/Na, K, mild R.
Naprem coughed and pushed herself up against the cave wall. Her coughing brought Dukat back to them and Kira couldn't help but be touched at the concern she saw in his blue eyes. She knew Dukat loved Naprem and she knew Naprem must have had little choice during the Occupation. Perhaps she only thought she was in love with the Cardassian? Perhaps she had made herself believe this in order to survive? Naprem had caught the prefect's eye and trying to get away from his attention would have been of no use. But no...as she watched Naprem look at Dukat, Kira realized her theory was wrong. Naprem's eyes shone with love whenever they rested on Dukat's features. For whatever reason, her love was real.
Beta: Editor, Laura Taylor

Major Kira's Secret
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17
He could imagine her white skin and what it would look like in the pale starlight. It would be softer than Cardassian cotton, paler than the sands of the beaches at the K'Tar Province. Her nipples would be red, like the Terran cherries he had tasted so long ago. What would she taste like? Like Risean strawberries, sweeter than Bajoran spring wine?
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Mission Impossible
By kira-nerys
TSU,
DS9, slash, G/B, Jen, kira-nerys, humor
"I just hope that tinkering engineer managed to fix the temporal transporter. Last time we tried beaming backwards in time I almost became a Tyrannosaurus Rex's morning snack," Garak complains loudly
Beta: none

Moment of Truth
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, R, 169 snippet
He watched as the tailor moved to sit next to him. It was as if the air was filled with electrical currents, crackling between them like lightning.
Beta: none

More Than A Lover, 06.17.00
By kira-nerys

First place Golden O for Best Mc/Chekov story 2000

slash, TOS, Mc/Chekov, NC-17
But Pavel didn't stop. He couldn't. Instead, he kept moving through the dimly lit corridors, almost running through the ship, until he reached his quarters, the harsh, cold and hard room which had been assigned to him when they had hi-jacked the Bird of Prey.
Beta: Scarlet

Nightly Revelations
By kira-nerys
slash, TOS, K/S, NC-17, PWP
<How often do you do this, Spock? How often do you allow yourself to think about me like that?> Kirk wondered.
Beta: VastSee

One Man's Loss (Sequel to Dire Dinner Distractions )
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash,
DS9, G/Du, B,K, NC-17
"The truth?" Dukat spat condescendingly. "Aren't you the one always saying that there is no truth? Truth is in the eye of the beholder. Truth is what you want it to be? Truth is something to be twisted and used to your own advantage? Isn't that what you have always done?"
Beta: VastSee, Invicta, Phoebe and Fliss

Peeping Toms
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, W/O'B, K/Z etc. NC-17, humor
It took Worf's entire will power and all the smoothness he had to turn around and put his foot on the blue spot and manage to place his left hand on the lilac one without leaving the yellow and red spots where his other hand and leg was placed. He really didn't know how he managed, but this was extremely stupid.
Beta: none

The Pod
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17, PWP
"Ha!" she barked. "Do you expect me to crawl into a life-pod - a life-pod made for one - with you?"
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Reptilian Romance
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, NC-17
Kira quickly turned around and left the science lab. She walked straight back to her quarters, without looking back. She was beginning to know how he felt. Because he was wrong, she *would* have liked it, and that scared her half to death.
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Shackled  07.06.00 NEW
slash,
TOS, K/S, NC-17 PWP- by kira-nerys
Jim watched his lover, his t'hy'la, the person he knew better than anyone, the being he trusted more than anyone else in this Universe. He was tied to the wall of a nameless cave, somewhere far away from the eyes of the crew on the Enterprise. He was shackled like an animal as the pon farr stripped all civilization from him.
Beta: None

A Shattered Mind, May 2002
by kira-nerys
slash, K/S, NC17
Appears in Legends 2, published by Dovya Blacque at www.asidozines.com
Beta: T'Thrill

Sleepwalking
By kira-nerys
DS9, K/Du, R
Kira is sleepwalking and ending up in Dukat's quarters time and again. The Cardassian is finding it increasingly difficult to withstand the Major's advances.
Beta: Serpent and the Hawk members

Solitaire
Solitude
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash. DS9, G/B, NC-17, PWP
These two are companion pieces. Solitude should be read first. Garak is lonely and he gets a surprise visitor.
"What was I supposed to say? It isn't really in me to walk up to someone and casually say. 'Oh, by the way, dear Doctor. Would you mind terribly sharing my bed?'"
Beta: Heather Cook and Olivia Monteith

Somebody Love Me NEW September 2002
by kira-nerys
slash, Smallville, Clark/Lex, R.
The snake in his gut slithered and coiled in his belly as the door fell shut behind the visitor. Clark. Of course it would be Clark. Lex sighed and tried not to let show how tired he was, how wrung out and ... vulnerable.
Beta: C.Roxane

Space in Between NEW Jan 11, 2003
by kira-nerys
slash, Harry Potter, HP/SS, NC17
Warnings: Major character deaths mentioned in passing.
Harry has found out something important. When Severus loves, he does it with all his heart. It is hard to believe, knowing the gruff exterior, the harsh words, and the coldness that sometimes spreads across his forbidding features, but it's true.
Beta: Avalon, Shella and Littledrop

Space of Tranquility and Love
by kira-nerys
slash, TOS, K/S, NC17
To be in Beyond Dreams 5, published by Beyond Dreams Press at www.beyonddreamspress.com
Beta: Jenna and D'Anne

Spark in the Dark
By kira-nerys
slash, VOY, P/K, NC-17. PWP
"That, Tom Paris, is because you weren't supposed to find out," Harry said softly and came closer. Tom swallowed. His mouth was dry and his heart was pounding. "Now tell me - how do you feel, Tom?"
Beta: Members of PacKage.

Tied Up
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys
slash, DS9, G/B, Du, NC-17

"Ah, Garak. I haven’t even begun," Dukat’s voice cooed in response. "This will be such a suitable revenge, don’t you think?"

Beta:
VastSee, Cattnip

The Ties That Bind, Aug 2002 NEW
By kira-nerys
slash, Harry Potter, HP/SS, NC-17, mild bondage
He shivers as the spell leaves my lips. He likes this, I can see it, because he gasps as he hears my words and feels the chains. By then, I know the game has begun. He’s tied now, to this place I’ve created just for him. It’s a magical place, but he could break free if he wants to.
Beta: Titti

Talk Dirty To Me, Captain! 10.07.00
by kira-nerys
slash, TOS, K/S, NC-17, PWP
, humorous
"All right, Mr. Spock. You asked for it. I need myself a good, long and intense fuck. I haven't gotten laid in months. And it's driving me nuts."
Beta reader: none

That of Which We Do Not Speak, 2000
slash, TOS, K/S, NC-17, by kira-nerys
I wish I had told you. Just once. God knows that I've had some golden opportunities over the years. I could have told you there, in Sickbay, after I thought you had died inside V'ger and then blissfully found you alive, but I didn't. Only at that moment in life did I ever hope that maybe, just maybe my feelings were returned, and yet I never asked, never let on how much I love you.
Beta: JS Cavalcante

To Be With You 11.22.99
by kira-nerys
slash
TOS, K/S, R
I have to be with him and ensure myself that he is alive, breathing and that nothing threatens his life anymore. I can still not reconcile with the fact that I almost killed him. I did not know such brutality existed within me. To think that it was directed at him when all I truly would have wanted to do was...
Beta reader: none

Turnabout 1999
Golden O winner 1999
By kira-nerys and Phoebe
DS9, K/Du, AU, NC-17
Kira was hurt beyond imagination. She never would have expected Dukat to turn her down. She expected him to throw himself at her like he had always done. He was supposed to be delighted now that she had finally decided to give in to him. Angry tears fell from her eyes. And he – he just stood there staring at her with pity in his eyes. Pity!
Beta: none

What Goes Around...
By kira-nerys
TOS, K/S, NC-17, PWP
continues Nightly Revelations

"Oh but it does, Spock. It's the nicest ass in the 'fleet. I mean that," Kirk said. He couldn't believe Spock and he were actually having this discussion.

Beta: VastSee

When Need Outweighs Logic
By kira-nerys
slash, TOS, K/S, NC-17

"I do not wish to force you to leave, Captain," he says. But I can sense the need to be alone there, so I simply nod at him. This man is my friend, and I know him better than any other man in this universe. I care more deeply for him than any other person I know. How could I deny him privacy when I can clearly see how disturbed he is by whatever is bothering him.

Beta: Scarlet, Islaofhope and VastSee

Wind of Change
By kira-nerys
slash, TOS, K/S, NC-17

"I have my reasons, " Spock replied curtly. He was still stubborn, still unable to talk about the pon farr. Kirk closed his eyes briefly. Careful now. Don’t let your temper ruin the whole thing. Now that he knew Spock was all right he felt a guilty relief, knowing that he and the Vulcan were alone.

Beta: Greywolf and VastSee

Would You Please Put That Away?
By kira-nerys
slash. DS9, G/B. R, PWP
Garak let his eyes follow the shape of his lover's body. Julian was wearing the dreadful pajamas that covered all of his delicious golden skin - all but the slender hands and the nape of his neck. Garak was entranced as he watched the dark curls of Julian's hair resting against that smooth skin. He couldn't help himself. He leaned forward and pressed his lips against the spot on Julian's neck that usually provoked a rather intense reaction from his lover.
Beta: none

Yours
By kira-nerys
Part of the Spock Fuh-Q Fest July/August 2000
TOS Spock/Christine, NC17 PWP
"Why?" I could almost hear the tinge of amusement in his voice. "Because you are intelligent, warm and tender. You are beautiful and you have a kind spirit. Because I know that you desire me and love me. What I am does not matter to you," he explained.
Beta: None.