Title: From Dust to Ashes
Author: Shadowstar
Email: willowd@elpasotel.net 
Rating: NC-17
Challenge: Exodus - Lex says to M/J Kent they can wait for Clark to start ceremony
Notes: Spoilers up through Exodus, plus minor spoilers for Covenant and Lexmas. Prolog is AU Futurefic before going into the challenge. Epilog is Futurefic. Beta credits go to the wonderful Nae; without her, I probably would have fallen over a long time ago.
Summary: It's the End and it's not at all what Clark thought it would be. And when given the chance to change things for the better, he will.


Prolog-

Everything had been destroyed. Bones and decaying bodies littered the blackened ground making it hard to walk forward without stepping on someone, leaving him to wonder if he'd once known the person whose skull or leg or arm he was crushing. Ash lay thickly on the air, making it a little hard to breathe and stinging his eyes. Looking around the remains of his hometown, he couldn't even recognize the landscape any more.

After another brief pause to look around, he continued over the desolate landscape deciding to walk instead of fly or run. He needed to see just what it had come to; needed more than anything to try and understand how this had all happened.

It had been no secret to the other Justice League members that Superman had once known Lex Luthor enough to call him friend. No one dared asked for specifics after Supergirl told them all of the nightmares that her cousin still sometimes had. He wouldn't talk about them she said; would only say that it was his curse for not stopping Luthor when he had the chance. But he couldn't have predicted the man would go this far, not in a million years.

Moving towards the only building in the world that was still standing, fully standing, he looked back over his past and tried to figure out just when things had gotten so bad.

His mind flashed to a Christmas years ago. His first with Lana Lang. He remembered one he'd spent blissfully unaware that Lex had been shot and had been fighting for his life while Superman had been laughing and smiling and talking down a drunken man who'd claimed to be Santa Clause. Found out only in passing weeks after the fact and he'd been disturbed to find himself only feeling a passing sense of regret at not being there to prevent it from even happening.

But no, that'd had not been the point of no return. That hadn't been when things became so screwed up.

His mind flashed to just prior to when he'd gotten sucked into that cave wall. To that room of obsession that hadn't been about him, or so Lex had said. It had been about everything that had happened to him prior to that point in time, everything that couldn't be explained. And he, Superman in all his infinite wisdom before he'd known he was going to have the calling of superhero, had yelled and stomped and screamed that their friendship was over. His secrets had been laid out for anyone with the key to see and he'd been afraid, scared. A child, he remembered; barely 18.

Close, but not quite. Things had been deteriorating since way before that, maybe even from the beginning.

It was moot point, though as he did a quick scan of the building he was now standing in front of. Could see hundreds of skeletons, but none were moving. He stretched his hearing and heard only one heart beat; it was erratic, next to lungs that wheezed with ash inhalation far into the air, at the top of the building. Face set in a severe frown to hide the agony he was in and the fear he was feeling, the Man of Steel took flight, speeding through the dense ash that stung his eyes and away from the ground littered in bodies and bones stripped of their flesh.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Dressed all in white, black gloved hands both covered to hide the prosthetic folded in front of him, standing like he'd been waiting for the younger man to arrive. Impeccable, except for the ash staining white; blood staining black, though the red couldn't quite be seen by anyone but them.

"Why did you do this? How could you?" Self-righteous accusation covering the quiver of sadness, of despair, arms folded, cape flapping in the wind that always blew this high. Hazel-turned-blue eyes stared at the back of a bald plate, ash still stinging his eyes. From the blowing ash that, while thinner this far from the ground, was still thick; this was what he tried to tell himself as he blinked rapidly at the blurry figure standing at the edge of the steel and glass building.

"It was destiny, Clark. I told you we had one; do you remember?" Voice yelling to be heard over the wind while the speaker continued to look over the bloody sunset.

"I remember," he whispered, but still loud enough to be heard, not even acknowledging the name he'd been called. Habit, he supposed, from being married to Lois who knew him as both and often called him both. But technically, Clark Kent had been killed with the rest of humanity. "I also remember that we were friends at the time."

"Your fault farm boy; not mine." This time, blue eyes did turn to look at him over one white-encased shoulder. The face of the bald man was twisted into a mad smirk, eyes slightly glazed over yet still very, very lucid. The face of his former friend and arch-nemesis turned away from him to look out over the blackened earth again. "You know, I always wondered what it would be like to be on top of the world; to be the only one to see it in all its bloody glory." A wry, half-hysterical chuckle broke the words. "I never thought that you would still be around to see it."

"I was destined to live long after everyone died, Lex. You know why," he said softly, shifting a little from foot to foot, anxious to get this over with. Whatever 'this' was. And that was the problem; he didn't quite know what he was doing here, only that he *needed* to be here.

"No Clark, I don't," Lex's voice was cold as he turned fully to look at the brightly clad superhero, whose colors were muddled and nearly grayed out because of the ash that clung to everything, including eyelashes and hair. And this was the problem, the biggest reason that everything had fallen apart; the secrets, the lies, the inexplicable fear that everyone would turn away if they knew the truth.

"Let's just get this over with," tired, so tired of the games that he was surprised the words even came out at all. Lex looked at him solemnly then, black gloved hands clenching tightly around one another and Superman could imagine that the knuckles of Lex's real hand were probably white with the pressure.

"So Superman," Lex sneered, stiffening and suddenly hostile. "How are we going to do this? Am I going to jump off the building to rest with the rest of humanity? Are you going to burn my head off? Or are you just going to snap my neck, make it faster than I deserve?"

The younger man sighed heavily, closing his eyes briefly, making a split second decision.

"Come here, Lex."

He never saw the final sadness in the older man's eyes.


He was somewhere over the Atlantic, heading north, carrying the still- slightly warm body of the man who'd destroyed the world tucked safely in his arms before he realized, finally, when everything had begun to go downhill; when everything had really gone wrong.

He couldn't really remember what had happened at Lex's second wedding; he hadn't even been there. But he definitely remembered what had happened long after it, during that horrible summer he hated to even think about. It had been Helen's betrayal, though, that had sent Lex into the Atlantic. Literally; he'd been the only one on the plane when it had gone down. That summer had changed Lex considerably, awakened the darkness that lingered just underneath the surface.

Perhaps it had actually started sooner, maybe even from the beginning. But that had been the point of no return; the time when things had been too screwed up beyond words to change.

Touching down at the fortress, Superman felt a small chill run up his back.

There had to be a way to change things. He remembered Batman talking about the research he was doing into time travel. It hadn't gotten very far, but he'd commented that the Kryptonians had probably been able to achieve it considering how advanced the AI at the Fortress was.

Carefully laying his unmoving and cooling bundle on the slab of crystal that served dual purposes of bed and table, the man walked slowly over to the bank of crystals that served as the main computer.

"Kal-El, why do you linger on this dead world?" the voice of his long dead father made his hackles rise, jaw clenching and eyes closing briefly to stop himself from pounding the computer into a million, shimmering pieces.

"Because this is my home, Father. It's all I know." He took a deep breath before plowing on. "There has to be a way to prevent this from happening." He knew he sounded more like the 19-year-old who'd first found the Fortress of Solitude than Superman, but he hated seeing the world like it was.  It was burning coldly, lonely, in a ruddy red sunset that was too much like blood for his taste.

"There is a way, my son," the AI replied after a long pause of silence. Superman looked around himself, eyes narrowing.

"So? What needs to be done?" He asked, rather snappishly he knew, but it needed to be asked. He needed the answers. If not for himself, then for the rest of the world, Lex included. Throat closing up as his eyes flickered to where his cape was covering the dead man, remembering the cry he, himself, had given when he'd felt the give of Lex's neck. Shuddered and rubbed at his face, dashing away ghost-tears that had burned him in a way that hadn't hurt since he'd lost Jonathan Kent to a heart attack.

"You must be entirely sure, Kal-El. There is no turning back if you partake in this journey."

And there was the problem; the clause. The price. Closing his eyes, memories flashed behind his eyes, filling him with a million emotions at once. Memories of Christmas and birthdays, his wedding to Lois, his return after his death at Doomsday's hands. That fateful crash that started him down a path leading to this. All the love, the pain, the hurt, the joy. Everything, leading to this.

"Alright." He exhaled, shocked he'd spoken, words echoing into the frozen expanse of the Fortress, the expanse of his heritage. "I'll do whatever it takes."

"Step into the Chamber, Kal-El."

Superman bit back an annoyed curse, glancing towards the cage of frozen crystal. It served as a learning chamber, a radiation chamber that could remove his powers, and a place to just sit and think in complete and total silence. He took a step towards the crystal stall but paused, glancing again at the bundle he'd brought with him. Without a second thought, he headed there first.

Gently, carefully, he folded away the corner of his cape covering Lex's face. He remembered doing the same with Lois, even Lana and Chloe, when each had been killed in the span of three days two weeks prior to the end of the world. But he couldn't remember feeling this much emptiness, the void that, if he wasn't careful, would engulf him entirely and make him nothing more than a shell. Fingers traced over translucent skin, blue lips and the bruises around the man's neck. He brushed a gentle, impulsive kiss to the cold forehead before turning away, bowing his head and swallowing.

Taking one step, then another, and another, he soon found himself in the chamber. Strange without his cape, but he was glad to be without the reminder. He closed his eyes, breathed in deep, pressing his forehead to the cool crystal, his decision made.

"I'm ready, Jor-El."


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|From Dust to Ashes|

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The day could be considered beautiful, if just a little overcast. But the sunshine was bright through the stained glass windows and casting an array of colors over the finely-clad guests. White flowers, soft music, excited and happy guests waiting to see the marriage take place. It should be a happy day.

But Lex found himself frowning, tracing his finger over Jonathan Kent's gift where it lay hidden in his pocket, unforgettable in its weighty meaning. He'd known that things were going to change when he married Helen, but his friendship with Clark hadn't been in the plan of things to change. But that compass meant more than just a navigation tool down the aisle; it was a small warning.

"It's time you moved away from my son," it said. And the problem was, he wasn't quite ready to let go. Not in the slightest.

On top of all this, he couldn't help but feel just a little worried. He couldn't really explain why he was worried, just this feeling like something big was going to happen and not something good.

Feeling impatient and anxious, Lex glanced down at his watch frowning at the time. Wondering where his best man was, the young man wondered over to where the Kents were sitting.

"Any word on Clark yet?" He asked the older pair. "Helen's already circled the church five times." He was trying to hide his annoyance and worry behind his usual cool mask.

Martha was frowning and for a moment, Lex thought his mask may have slipped. But a moment later, it became apparent she'd just been thinking and his paranoid brain had gotten ahead of him.

"He was coming with Lana," the woman murmured thoughtfully, turning to glance at the doors. It had to be that moment that the double doors, leading from the outer hall were opened, admitting Lana Lang in all her princess-glory.

Lex was momentarily shocked at the viciousness of his thoughts towards the younger woman as she walked towards them. Once she was near enough to see, Jonathan motioned her over. Leaning over the pew, she waited silently for what the older man had to say.

"Lana, where's Clark?" the aging farmer asked, blue eyes worried. The young woman seemed unperturbed by the older man's worry.

"He said he had something to do," the brunette said, nodding to herself as though mentally confirming her own words. Lex couldn't help but frown minutely at her. Seeing his look, the younger woman shook her head as though to clear it, shrugging. "It seemed important," she added for their benefit.

Martha turned a little to look her husband in the eye, looking worried. They shared communication on a level neither of the younger two could understand before standing, the older man's arm going around his wife's waist.

"Mr. Kent," Lex began, looking worried himself. There was that feeling again, that dread of something happening that was outside his control, something that was going to affect Clark.

Jon turned to the younger man, looking sympathetic but undeterred. "I'm sorry, Lex. It looks like you're gonna have to start your wedding without your best man." And he truly did seem sorry. But there was a little relief in his face that had the younger man's hackles rising in the affront to his and Clark's friendship.

"We can wait," Lex said firmly. I can wait forever if I have to, he thought to himself.

"Hey, don't worry about Clark," Jonathan said, something like another warning flashing in his eyes. "You have far more important things to do here. Good luck." It sounded so final, so much like a goodbye, all Lex could do was watch in sad silence as the Kents left him.

Unable to handle the sympathy in Lana's pretty young face, he turned and went back to his place at the alter.

Somehow, the light filtering the chapel had cooled and grayed. It was no longer a happy day.


When Martha and Jonathan made a move to leave the church entirely, moving brusquely, worry etched on their faces, they were stopped by a broad, dark haired man.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, sir; you can't leave quite yet," he told them firmly, putting up a hand to stop them from leaving.

The man was promptly frowned at for his efforts.

"Now, you see here, sir-" Jon was cut off, the man's frown deep and severe.

"Please, I must ask that you remain within the chapel. There've been reports of some strange animal running around and it's much safer in here," he told them firmly, cold blue eyes glittering a little with emotion. He seemed genuinely worried for their safety.

The farmer sighed, glancing at his wife with worry. "Is there any way of getting out of here soon?" he asked, sounding a little tired. An odd emotion flickered over the man's face before he seemed to shake himself.

"I'll let you know as soon as I know anything," he assured, motioning for them to sit on the bench near the door to wait. With another gusty sigh, they went to sit down on the hard wooden bench, the blond farmer glowering at the stoic man standing in the doorway.

The silence quickly grew to be uncomfortable, so Jon tried to strike up a conversation.

"I don't think I've ever seen you before; are you new?" He asked casually.

"Yes, sir. I just moved here from Metropolis as one of the young Mr. Luthor's security team," the man drawled, something ironic lacing his tone, as though silently laughing at a private joke. Jon frowned a little.

"What's your name, son?" The older man caught the flicker of pain that flashed through sapphire eyes, leaving him to wonder what he'd said wrong. The other man swallowed a little, eyes shifting to the side like Clark's did when he was about to lie.

"Wallace Wayne, sir. Everyone else just calls me Wally, though." Amusement creased the man's mouth and eyes while he was being blinked at. Jon nodded, shaking the offered hand sharply and with a strong grip.

"Well, Mr. Wayne, I'm Jonathan Kent." Releasing the hand that had gripped his own tightly, he motioned to his wife. "And that's my wife, Martha."

"It's very nice to meet you, sir," the man offered softly before quieting again, standing imposingly in the doorway, he sighed a little and knew that he wasn't going to get anything more from the other man. Turning, he walked back to sit down beside his wife only to stumble as the chapel rocked on its very foundation. When he turned back to ask the man what was going on, he was gone as if he'd never been there in the first place.


Helen watched, bored, as the limo made its final circle around the chapel. Today was her day and she felt a strong sense of triumph. Finally, she would be able to get herself away from this hick-town, maybe marry a rich lawyer after all this was said and done.

Once she'd done as Lionel asked, she'd get her money and be on her way.

Mentally, she scowled; the only problem would be that brat, the farm boy who didn't realize just how much of a good thing he had. How much Lex was so totally obsessed with him, just how far Lex would go to make sure he was safe.

As she began to ponder the finer points of perhaps seducing the pretty young man, the limo came to a jolting stop.

Startled, she glanced over at her father, who was frowning in concentration.

"Driver, why have we stopped?" Mr. Bryce called into the intercom. There was no answer. Scowling, the aging man made to get out of the car, only to have that choice ripped from his hand as the door was literally ripped off the limo. Sunlight filtered into the dark limo momentarily before it was blocked out.

"Helen Bryce, I suggest you come with me." The voice was a cold baritone, sending chills up the bride's spine. The man blocking the door had to be at least six feet tall. The anticipation sent shivers up the woman's spine, pricking her in a way only the older Luthor had been able to.

"Who the hell are you?" Mr. Bryce demanded, scowling at the man in the doorway and slowly inching towards the gun that was kept in a safety box under the seat.

"I'm the ashes of what's left of the dark future," the man boomed.

Helen saw a blur, watched in frozen shock as her father slumped, unconscious, to the floor of the limo.

Seconds later, she was being hoisted out herself and no matter how hard she struggled; she couldn't get free of her captor's iron grip.


It was nearly eight hours later and Lex had discovered that it was an entire 60 paces from one end of his office to the other. He wouldn't normally be this agitated but apparently, his fiancé had gone and gotten herself kidnapped. No ransom calls, no notes to say why. Not even a clue, other than the guy had apparently been over six feet tall and built like a brick wall. What made him most agitated, most angry (especially with himself), was that he wasn't really worried about Helen.

No, he was worried about Clark.

The young man had come running into the castle, looking tired and a little dirty, some two hours after Lex had got the call from security that there'd been a breach and his wife had been taken. He'd looked frantic and just a touch scared, almost collapsing in relief when he saw that Lex wasn't hurt, only very, very pissed off. The scariest part about this was that Clark didn't get exhausted, not normally. Tired maybe, relaxed sometimes, but never bone-deep exhausted. He'd never seen Clark so exhausted that he was like a ticking time bomb, only a matter of time till he dropped.

But the younger man's presence was greatly appreciated, even if he was a little more subdued than normal.

"Hey, Lex. Fresh coffee," Clark informed him as he stepped into the office, carrying a small tray of sandwiches and the said beverage of choice this evening. It was going to be a long night, but at least it wouldn't be spent alone. The irony of that thought caused Lex to smile a little as he moved across the room to sit in the little conversation area he always kept. After setting down the tray, Clark dropped boneless on the couch beside his older friend, sighing a little as the tension left him.

Worried, Lex hesitantly put a hand on the young man's knee. "Clark... If you're this tired, maybe you should go ahead and go home."

Something akin to panic crossed the young man's face as he sat up just a little straighter to give the illusion of being more awake. It wasn't working very well, though.

"I... Lex, you need support. That's what friends are for," the young man said firmly.

There's something he's not telling me, Lex's mind whispered. It wasn't unusual for this to be true, but this time, it looked like he really would need to pry.

"Clark, is something wrong?" He asked in a tone he only ever used with the young man sitting beside him. Had only taken up after meeting the remarkable, mysterious farm boy who had saved his life and continued to do so again and again.

The young man appeared to deflate, rubbing a dusty-looking hand over his face. "I think I may have made a mistake. A big one. And now I don't know how to fix it," he said softly, something flickering on his face that had Lex sitting up just a little straighter.

"You have to tell me what's going on if you want my help, Clark," Lex informed him, his voice just a little harder than he meant it to be. Just for the moment, Helen was completely pushed out of his mind right now, Clark probably needed him more.

"That's the problem, Lex," Clark said, running a shaky hand through his hair. "I... I don't know how. And I don't..." He took a deep shaking breath and Lex had to stop himself from reaching out to the young man. He'd never had that feeling before he met Clark; the need to comfort someone when they were looking like they were about to have a breakdown. Emotion is a weakness; he'd been told this since he was old enough to understand the meaning of the words.

"Alright, Clark; you don't have to tell me." The words felt forced out, like they'd been ripped from him. And the young man could tell, his shoulders slumping as he seemed to curl in on himself.

"Let's just concentrate on Helen for right now, okay? Maybe..." Clark hesitated, finally looking his best friend in the eye. "Maybe after this is all over, okay?"

All Lex had time to do was nod a little sadly before his cell phone was ringing. Sighing a little in annoyance, the bald man stood quickly and strode to his desk, picking up and answering his cell phone.

"Yeah?" He barked, not looking at Clark, though he could feel the younger man watching him.

//"We may have a lead."//


When the make-shift blindfold had been removed from her face, she'd found herself blinking into inky blackness. Cold stone against her shoulder and she realized she was in some kind of cave. Creep out just a little, Helen shifted, scowling when she thought about what this was doing to her wedding dress. Testing the rope wound around her wrists, she nearly jumped out of her skin when the man who'd taken her spoke from somewhere in the darkness.

"I wouldn't try it, Ms. Bryce; you'll only hurt yourself." Cold, crisp, and to the point. It frightened her just a little to think what this man was going to do to her.

"Who the hell are you, anyway? Some disgruntled ex-employee out to get the boss's woman?" Helen snapped, not liking the tone the man was taking with her.

"I don't ever hit women as a rule, but I may just make an exception for you," came the growled reply, causing Helen to nearly swallow her tongue. Somehow, she knew the man wasn't lying in the slightest. "As for who I am... well, you already know me, Ms. Bryce. Though, I'm not quite who I was when we met."

Now she was a little confused, wondering just what the hell he was talking about. Not only that, but she was beginning to really fear for her life; if this guy wasn't out for money, only out to hurt Lex...

"Why didn't you go after Clark Kent?" she blurted, cringing just after the words had left her mouth.

The bark of bitter laughter made her cringe and try and get away from the sound. It grated on her ears and echoed in the dark cave she was being held in.

"Why, indeed." He sounded distinctly amused, though there was still a bitter note underlying his words. "Ms. Bryce, why do you think I went after you in the first place?" He sounded curious, like he really wanted to know her answer, but Helen was still very wary of the man hiding in the darkness.

"Because you want to get back at Lex Luthor and the best way to do that is to go after the people he cares about." She said it with firm conviction, as though she thought over her words, and his, she wondered again why he hadn't gone after Clark Kent. Everyone in Smallville knew that Clark was Lex's one true weak spot, and she? Well, she may not be one of his stronger suits but she hadn't, and probably never would, get under Lex's skin like Clark had.

"I'm afraid, Ms. Bryce, that you are quite wrong," came the silky-smooth and amused voice of her captor before there was a tiny click and the cave was bathed in light. It took her a moment to clear her sight enough to see the man standing over her, but when she did, she finally understood his amusement with dawning fear.


"Mister and Misses Kent, please; have a seat," Lex told them by way of greeting. The two older Kents took a careful seat across from Lex and their son, the latter of which was trying desperately to stay awake. "Thank you for coming."

"Is there something the matter, Lex?" Martha asked worriedly, glancing at her son. The younger boy shook his head a little, silently telling his parents they'd talk later.

"Yes, actually, there is." Taking a deep breath and exhaling a little in a sigh, the young man ran a hand over his head; it was a nervous habit that Martha had seen quite a few times in the past, used when the young man sitting across from her was truly upset. "I want you to tell me about the man you spoke to, the one who kept you from leaving the church today," Lex said carefully, slowly, choosing his words with care.

The two elder Kents glanced at each other in shock, looking a little confused.

"He was very polite," Martha offered, wondering what this had to do with anything.

"He said he'd just moved here from Metropolis," Jon agreed, nodding a little, then frowning. "He wasn't the one who kidnapped Helen, was he?"

Lex thought about how much to tell the two elder Kents, how much to exclude. If he ever wanted to be trusted, he had to trust in return. It was a big thing to ask.

"Yes, I'm afraid so," he sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Well, I don't suppose his name will help; it probably wasn't even real," Jon sighed, rubbing at his weathered face tiredly. They were all tired after the long, emotional day they'd all had.

"What was his name? Maybe it'll give us some clue as to who he really is?" Clark suggested, speaking for the first time since either of the Kents arrived.

"Wallace Wayne, he said; even gave a nickname; Wally, I think," Jon grumbled. Now Lex looked confused.

"Wayne? Are you sure?" He frowned a little, eyeing both the older pair critically, trying to gauge what they were saying.

"I'm as positive as I can be," the older farmer told the younger man, frowning at being questioned. Frowning a little, the bald young man stood and walked over to his desk, pulling out his cell phone. He began to dial as he walked back over, standing behind the couch just behind his best friend.

//"Wayne Manor, this is Alfred speaking."//

"Hello Alfred; I'm guessing you all have heard what happened to Helen?"

//"Master Lex, it is good to hear from you. Yes, we most certainly have. Would you like to talk to Master Bruce?"//

"Only if I'm not bothering him. I know he’s much busier than I am." Eyes flickering over the three sitting near by. Jon frowned at him severely and Lex barely refrained from raising an annoyed eyebrow.

//"Ah, he just came in from his nightly run."// Alfred sounded a little amused and Lex had to fight the smile, picturing clearly in his mind Bruce coming in through his not-so-secret passage, still mostly dressed as Batman, Dick following behind, possibly chattering excitedly about the latest crook they'd busted.

"Thanks, Alfred." There was the sound of the phone changing hands and Alfred telling his ward who was on the phone.

//"Lex? Is everything alright? Besides the obvious."// Bruce sounded genuinely worried.

"Yeah. Can't I check up on an old friend?" Lex made it sound casual, knowing that the older man on the other line would get the message.

//"It depends on the old friend,"// Bruce replied slowly, and Lex could picture himself glancing at his companions.

"Someone by the name of Wally; wring any bells?" Lex's eyes once again flickered over to the Kents, eyes darkening just a little.

//"West?"// There was a shift and soft 'huh? What’d I do this time?' on the other end, causing Lex to frown a little.

"No, just someone is using both your names." Pause, hesitate, and then plows on. "Be careful, Bruce; this guy took my fiancé in broad day-light after successfully knocking out both my driver and Helen's father. He could be after any number of things."

//"We'll keep an eye out; thanks for the tip, Lex."// A click and dial tone and the conversation was over as fast as it had started.

There was silence, thick and heavy, after that as the young man put his cell phone back on his desk.

"What do we do now?" Clark's soft voice sounded impossibly loud in the suddenly cavernous room.

"We wait and hope that Bruce finds whoever did this before I do," Lex answered darkly, silver-blue eyes darkening to nearly sapphire.


It was dawn the next time Helen opened her eyes. Or, it should have been dawn, if her internal clock was anything to go by. Shifting onto her back and sitting up carefully, aware of the eyes on the back of her neck, she looked down the cave tunnel one way, then the other, wondering if she would get to see light.

"You're not going to find anything," Clark informed her, baritone voice a lot less hard than it was the day before. "Gotham doesn't get dawn like Smallville does."

"Gotham?" Helen asked, startled, swallowing at the bile that rose at the thought. Just how different from an ordinary human was this not-kid who'd kidnapped her?

"Yeah. I used to know someone who lived here, before..." he trailed off, as he did quite a few times in fact. He'd begin speaking of something that didn't make any sense, then trail off as if the memory was too painful to think about. Grumbling to herself, she shifted, trying to take the pressure off her shoulders.

"You still haven't answered why you captured me, Clark," she informed him, gentling her tone like she had with any number of sick patients that needed to relax and not aggravate her condition.

"Please, don't try that on me," he sighed and she felt the shock run through her, again. She thought she may end up in a permanent state of astonishment at this rate. "And I told you; I did it to save millions of lives." Insistent, and that cold tone was back again, his face becoming shadowed from the flickering light of the lamp he'd set up.

"So what are you going to do with me?" She tried to sound casual, like Lex was, but it didn't work and there was a small tremor underlying her words.

"I'm not sure yet. I can't let you go; you'll just go running back to Smallville with some sob story and all this will have been for nothing." He seemed torn, and for a moment Helen could see the torn teenager she'd first met. But it was short lived; Clark had looked older from the minute he'd turned on the lamp, and he seemed to age fifteen years in the span of a second. "I can't let you do what you're planning. But I can't kill you, not after..." He did it again, that trailing off. He shook himself, continuing to list his options. "And I can't keep you forever." He sighed, turning troubled eyes, deep blue eyes that were deeply alien, to her. "What do you think I should do?"

She knew her shock was showing on her face, couldn't help it. Once again, this troubled young man had thrown her for a loop. A big one. She knew her life hung in the balance here, but if what he said was true... But it just wasn't possible. How could he have known she was going to send Lex on a permanent vacation, paint him a hero, and then get paid for it all? How could he know all this? And why did he keep talking about things like they'd already happened?

"I honestly don't know," The woman sighed, wishing she could rub a hand over her face. She didn't know because she didn't know what this young man was trying to pull, trying to sell. She didn't know what he really wanted.

And she was beginning to wonder if she'd gone crazy, because she didn't know what she thought of all this any more.


The next morning saw both Clark and Lex back to work on searching for Helen, the younger of the two looking no more rested than the day before. He dragged and some times at the oddest times he'd zone, even in the middle of saying something. The hairless young man wasn't usually one to worry, but Clark seemed to be getting worse, not better, and this bothered him more than the revelations the day before.

During lunch when all Clark did was stare at his food, Lex had had enough.

"Clark, look, you're not being much help here; you're wearing yourself thin and, frankly, you look like shit," Lex informed his best friend, voice blunt and betraying none of his worry. Clark's eyes snapped to his, dark with exhaustion and ringed in even darker lines, making him look bruised.

"I'm sorry, Lex. I just... Please, don't send me home," the younger man begged of his best friend and Lex had to fight himself to keep composed.

"Clark, what's going on?" He asked carefully, repeating his question from yesterday as he stood, coming around the coffee table set between them and sitting beside the young man. "You've been like this since yesterday."

Silence and Lex had mastered patience long ago, knowing he just needed to give Clark time to compose himself enough to speak.

"She makes you happy, right?" Clark's bleak voice broke the silence, causing Lex to look a little surprised. But he did have to ponder that.

Helen made him feel... wanted. Like someone could find him livable enough to marry him. But if he really thought about it, Clark thought of him the same way. More so, even. They'd been friends since the day Lex had driven off the bridge, destined to be friends for longer than that. He'd always felt more comfortable than around anyone else, Helen included. But it also hurt more, sometimes; especially when Clark lied to him. He could guess why, probably with something he could do because with the strength it took to rip the roof off of a car, the speed that made him nothing more than a blur- people would use him for their own gain. Stomach dropping out, he realized that before he'd gone and become a phoenix, he would have, if only to make daddy-dearest proud.

Now, he wasn't so sure that he wouldn't. But Clark was his friend, and even though the younger lied, he did trust the older of them.

It always came back to Clark, Lex realized, feeling a little dizzy. God, why now, of all times?

"I suppose so," Lex finally answered, still not quite sure with his answer; he hoped that his answer hadn't been as shaky as he suddenly felt.

"You suppose?" Clark sounded a little amused, but there was still something off about his question. Something he wasn't saying.

"Clark-" Lex started, only to be cut off with a shake of a shaggy head.

"I thought Lana made me happy, you know." Soft, almost unheard but the older man had long learned how to listen to Clark's mumbles, especially when he was embarrassed. "I thought... I thought if I had her, I'd be happy, instead of pining away."

And for Clark, it always came back to Lana. Why did that thought suddenly make him just a little sick?

God, why today? Why now, when his fiancé was missing and his best friend, his beautiful best friend, was having a nervous breakdown?

"It's kind of funny. Up until I screwed up, and had to really think about it, I didn't know that..." Clark hesitated, looking uncertain now. Swallowed, reaching for the glass in front of him. Taking a deep drink of water, the young man sighed. "I asked you once if you ever wondered if you were destined to be with someone."

"And I told you that you were asking someone who'd been fighting his destiny his entire life. Clark, what has that got to do with anything?" Lex was confused now, wondering why the young man, who suddenly look rather pale, was bringing up a conversation they'd moved past months ago.

"I think I..." Clark swallowed and frowned a little, looking as though he was concentrating on something that only he could see. Scared, green eyes turned to Lex, unseeing. "Lex?" He whispered almost desperately. "I think I'm gonna pass out," he said softly, a hitch in his voice.

Lex barely caught the young man before he hit the floor.


Bruce Wayne was many things, if at least a little suspicious. So when Lex Luthor calls him up after not speaking to each other for a prolonged period of over five years, he's a little suspicious of the circumstances. Especially when that phone call came with a cryptic warning to not only him, but-

"Hey, Bruce, what are you doing down here so early in the day?" Wally West asked as he came into the Bat Cave, as Dick called it, munching on a bag of chips.

"Wondering why I let you have free reign of my house," the older man drawled, trying to hide his amusement of the supposed 'fastest man alive'. The red head scoffed a little before grinning brightly, sauntering a little closer.

"'Cause you love me and you know it," the shorter, more slender man purred in Bruce's ear before giving Gotham's Dark Knight a greasy peck on the cheek. Quickly, however, both sobered. "Anything new?"

"Nothing more than a few trace radiation signatures that I can't identify," Bruce murmured, eyes narrowing a little as he turned his attention back to the screen in front of him.

"And camera footage," Dick's voice drifted to the two older superheroes as he hopped quickly down the stairs, carrying a familiar video tape.

"We caught the guy on *tape*?" Wally asked, clearly incredulous as Dick came to stand beside him. "Dude, is this guy stupid?"

"Actually, I think he may be sick." Dick placed the tape in the proper slot, punched a few buttons and hit play. The video was of nearly two hours ago, if the time stamp in the corner was anything to go by. A blurred figure came onto screen, only to stumble to a stop, leaving a small crater as he screeched to a stop, going to his knees. Even though the camera was a few feet away, pointing down, all of the viewers could tell the man was in pain. After a few moments, though, he struggled to his feet and glanced around. Then, surprising them, he looked directly at the camera, gave it a salute, before taking off again.

Stopping the tape, Bruce frowned.

"Well, let's go get him!" Wally said excitedly, bouncing from foot to foot like the ball of energy he was.

"No," Bruce said firmly, shaking his head a little. "Not yet."

Wally was frowning now, green eyes boring into blue, wondering what Bruce was up to.


When Clark returned with the brown paper bag of food he'd filched, he almost immediately collapsed, panting and sweating, shaking a little and leaning heavily against the cave wall to continue to sit up.

Even though he was her captor, and even though she could quite honestly care less, the doctor in her was screaming at her to do something. "Are... Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I..." He looked at her ruefully, still panting a little. "Just so long as I did what I needed to do here, I'll be just fine."

She was frowning at him and all he could do was shrug. Taking a closer look at him, she could definitely see something wrong.

"Look, I may not appreciate what you're doing, but you're obviously sick. And I've treated you before," she told him, rolling her shoulders a little. She was just a little stiff, and if she wanted to help him, she would need her arms to have at least a little feeling.

He chuckled weakly, shaking his head. "There's nothing you can do to help me, Ms. Bryce." Sighing a little, seeming to have gotten his second wind, he stood slowly, cringing as though his legs were stiff. "I've only got a few more hours." He paused, eyes glinting a little. He looked even younger in that moment than he had the entire time she'd been his captive. "Have you ever met Bruce Wayne?" It sounded rather rhetorical as he began to gather things up.

Feeling a small sense of dread in the pit of her stomach, Helen shook her head. "No. But I know he knew Lex when they were kids," she said slowly, carefully, watching him closely. He grinned boyishly at her before hefting her up onto his shoulder as though she were nothing more than a sack of potatoes and weighed not more than a feather.

"Well, you're about to."

She barely felt any pain when she was knocked out again.


The knock on the large double doors startled the four standing in the foyer to Wayne Manor. Glancing at his charge, his charge's charge, and Wally, Alfred quickly made his way to the doors, opening them.

"Can I help you, sir?" Alfred asked of the odd-looking man standing on the doorstep. The man looked at him oddly, shaking himself and shifting the white bundle he had over his shoulder.

"Yes, actually. I'm here to see Bruce," baritone that sounded a rather weak.

Raising an eyebrow, Alfred eyed him. "And who, exactly, are you?" the white haired butler eyed the dusty man with a small touch of distaste.

"I would be the one calling himself Wallace Wayne," the man drawled, and Alfred looked a little startled at the name, glancing back over his shoulder.

"Let him in, Alfred," Bruce said firmly, already striding towards the door, Wally close behind him.

Alfred moved to admit the man, motioning him inside. The young man nodded his thanks, moving on shaky legs into the house.

Once inside enough to close the door behind him, he swallowed, looking about ready to drop.

"Catch her," he said, barely audible. Wally caught the falling woman from the man's arms just as Bruce barely caught the passed out man.

"Well. At least we know Lex's bride is safe," Dick commented in the silence, still staring at the man who'd shown up.


Lex paced almost furiously beside the couch where'd he'd laid Clark, his movements frantic.

Why today, why now and god, was Clark okay? What had just happened?

His footsteps once again took him to Clark's side, searching for the slightest sign that he was stirring. But he was still, just as he was the last time he'd checked, nothing. He looked like he was barely breathing, but when Lex had listened to Clark's heart, it'd been beating strongly beneath his ear. He'd almost wanted to curl up and just sleep there, but Clark was in trouble and he just couldn't stop thinking, why today?

Lex brushed strands of black silk from his friend's forehead, swallowing a little as he went back to pacing furiously, praying like he hadn't since before his mother died.

Clark, please, just wake up.


Superman decided he hated waking up feeling like shit. Everything ached painfully and his head throbbed in time to his heart, which was faster than a human's. Not nearly as fast as Flash's, but still very, very fast.

"Hey, he's waking up!" The familiar voice, perky and too awake for his liking, that belonged to the aforementioned man caused him to cringe a little.

It took him a moment before he opened his eyes to realize that he was tied to a bed. Upon further inspection, he found Helen still unconscious not too far away.

"Welcome back to the land of the living," the familiar voice  belonging to Bruce Wayne rang out and had him smiling a little. Batman had always been and always be a bit of a jerk. One of his best friends, but still a jerk.

"Wonderful thing you've done with the place," he drawled, testing his bounds. Just plain rope and after his little nap, easy to snap. But he needed to conserve his strength if he wanted to make it back to the Arctic in time.

"Cute," Wally commented, munching on an apple in the far corner of the room.

"I know this doesn't help any, but I won't hurt either of you," Superman told them both, relaxing a little and resting, preserving his strength.

"Who were you hired by?" Bruce asked, his voice carefully pitched. The tied man's mind flashed back to a time when Batman had intimidated him. But after catching the older man in a lip lock with the League's least serious person, he couldn't take him very seriously afterwards. Shaking himself, he remembered that he still needed to answer Bruce's question.

"Depends on what kind of hire you're talking about," Superman said honestly, shrugging as much as his bounds would allow.

"To kidnap Helen Bryce," Came Dick's voice and the Man of Steel had to wonder when the last time he'd seen the leader of the Teen Titans was, either in or out of costume; things had gotten so crazy just prior to 'the big boom' he hadn't had a chance to see any of them. It saddened him a little.

"No one. I did it to protect people," Superman informed them honestly.

"I don't believe that." Batman was coming out to play, and the younger man (though, technically, in this case he was older) could barely contain his snicker. It was almost time, and he'd been told this would happen the longer he stayed beyond the 24 hour mark; that he'd go a little crazier every minute. And beyond six hours after the mark, he could no longer go back to his own time.

"You never believed me when I said I wasn't cheating at poker," he cracked, cringing a little when he realized he'd said that out loud. He was being stared at.

"Who are you? Who do you work for?" Wally asked, and when had Flash gotten so scary?

"Depends on who you ask. To the world, I'm Superman, Man of Steel, one of the seven founders of the Justice League. To my parents and colleagues, I'm Clark Kent and I work for Perry White at the Daily Planet. I'm partners with Lois Lane after working five years with Chloe Sullivan, but Chloe wanted bigger things, so she went to work for you, actually," Superman blinked at Bruce. At the incredulous look, he closed his eyes and went through the breathing exercise that Batman had given him when he was younger and couldn't stay calm during a stakeout. "I...apologize. The longer I stay here, the less together I become." He looked Gotham's Dark Knight in the eye. "I promise you, I won't lie about anything. But I do ask that you don't ask too many questions; it could screw with the time line more than I already have."

"Time line? Whoa, as in, time travel?" Bless Wally and his Star Trek obsession.

"Yes."

Bruce seemed to think about it for a moment before nodding to himself, moving to untie the man.

"Bruce, wait- do you think that's such a good idea?" Dick sounded a little panicked.

"If he'd wanted to, he could have broken through the ropes at any time he wanted to, if what Lex said is correct," Bruce said by way of explanation. As Superman carefully sat up, he rubbed at his wrists out of habit, and nodded to the other man.

"Thank you," he said softly. Bruce's mouth turned up in a wry smirk.

"Don't thank me yet," he informed him. "You still have to deal with Lex."

Swallowing, the man of steel nodded a little. "I know." He took a deep breath. "I need to speak to him and the other Clark Kent, anyway."

"What were you going to do with Helen?" Wally suddenly asked, eyeing the older-looking man with a small amount of suspicion.

"I..." Superman broke off, staring at Wally. Why hadn't he- was he so totally blind to have not thought of it before? A slow, slightly mad grin broke over his face. "I was going to kiss her," he said with a small shrug, scooting to the edge of the bed and standing. Before anyone could stop him, he did just that to the unconscious woman, concentrating hard. It would take quite a bit out of him to do the Kiss of Leathe, but he had to at least try.

//Forget Lex Luthor; he's nothing more than a figurehead that you've seen on TV and around in Smallville. Forget.//


Lex had long since sat down taking to shifting in his chair when Clark looked like he'd even moved. He wondered, not for the first time, why he hadn't called the Kents. Maybe it was the fact that all Clark looked to be doing, seemed to be doing, was sleeping very, very deeply. He knew the young man had been deeply exhausted since yesterday, and obviously hadn't slept much, but that didn't stop him from being worried.

"You know, if you continue to look at him like that, someone would think that you have heat vision," the unfamiliar voice had Lex up and moving towards his desk where he kept his gun locked before he even really thought about. A sudden breeze and he suddenly found himself running into a broad chest, large hands being placed on his shoulders. "Whoa, easy there. Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you like that." Gentle hands pushed him back before he could bat them away.

"How the hell did you get in here?" Lex yelled at the taller man, still glaring. The man sighed a little, rolling his eyes.

"The same way I- or, Clark - always do, Lex." No time for games; he was running out of time. "Before you say anything, I don't have much time. But I wanted to warn you." Eyes narrowed at him and he had to sigh.

"Warn me of what?" the words were grit out from between clenched teeth and he sighed.

"One, I suggest you stop drinking scotch; it's very, very bad for you, especially from the store houses here. If you can't let it go, go out and buy your own and don't let anyone near it or your water, ever," the man said in a rush. Lex, from knowing how to talk to Gabe Sullivan's daughter, who was also Clark's best friend, could only nod dumbly as he took in the words. "Two- Don't trust your father, though I suppose you already knew that. And I don't recommend trusting Genevieve Teague." He shuddered a little at the memory, taking a deep breath. "Three- Dismantle the room; it'll probably be the best thing you ever did, especially since it'll mean you keeping Clark's friendship." Deep breathe again and he made a dive for the kill.

"Lastly, tell Clark the truth."

"Excuse me, but I fail to see what right barging in here gives you to order me around," Lex said coldly.

Shaking his head, Superman could hear that the youngest in the room was awake now and listening quietly. "Actually, I meant about how you feel for him. It'll save you both a lot of grief over Lana Lang later down the line." The last was said softly, sadly, as he remembered how screwed up things had gotten between him and Lana when he found out that she was really in love with his former best friend, if only for the reason Lex could give her things that he, as a superhero, couldn't.

Shaking himself from his internal monologue, knowing every second counted, he turned towards the couch. "And you- tell him the truth. About everything." Sighing a little, he moved to leave, but stopped, turning back to the still glaring bald man and the young man on the couch, who, from the door, he could now see was staring at him in shock. "The paintings in the caves, the legend- they're only half the story. Balance... balance doesn't necessarily mean enemies."

Then, he was gone.


It was a few months later, and everything was just now beginning to die down.

Helen had been found in Gotham City by Batman, Robin and the Flash in the care of Bruce Wayne. Her memory of the past few months had been almost completely wiped. She knew she was supposed to get married, but she hadn't been able to figure out to whom. And she couldn't remember who'd taken her, only that he'd been sick near the end of her captivity. She eventually ended up marrying a nice lawyer in New York City, a woman by the name of Serena Sutherland, who was the ADA there.

The man who'd taken Helen Bryce had never been found; he'd just disappeared into thin air. No one could identify him, and Helen wasn't talking.

Now that they'd opened up communication again, Lex and Bruce were slowly becoming good friends again. One of the first things that Bruce told Lex was that life was too short and to enjoy it while he could. A week later, it hit the newspapers that the playboy billionaire of Gotham had married one Wallace West of Coast City in Hawaii.

He would never admit it to anyone who asked, but Lex had taken the mysterious man's warnings to heart. It had scared him how accurate the dark man's observations, or whatever they were, had been so accurate. Not only that, but that revelation had affected everything he'd thought of Clark before. Almost immediately, he'd dismantled The Room with his own two hands, not daring to share what he'd found about Clark with anyone else. While the part of him that was attached to the obsession that was Clark Kent riled almost constantly through the entire thing, the part of him that was overly protective of his younger friend wasn't sorry to see the files and video tapes burn.

The relationship between Clark and his parents was still on shaky ground. The day that Lex's wedding was to have taken place, Clark had apparently blown up the storm cellar and everything in it. Both Martha and Jon had been deeply upset that their son had gone behind their backs, lied to them, and made one of the most important decisions of his life. Luckily, Clark had seemed to revive, if only a little, shortly after the mysterious man had gone but he still wouldn't go home permanently. Sometimes he hid out at Chloe's, assuring Mr. Sullivan that no 'hinky business' would take place considering his own little shock. Most of the time though, he was at the mansion with Lex. The shadow in his office, sometimes, listening to the older man rant about his work.

He and Lana broke up shortly after that, deciding that while they did love each other, it wasn't quite what they thought it was, especially when Lana met a young woman named Raven. A powerful sorceress who helped Lana learn to harness her own untapped power, Lana and Raven became very close, almost inseparably so. Shortly after that, the two young women joined with Robin, Starfire, Beastboy, and Cyborg to form the Teen Titans. Raven kept her name, and Lana became The Huntress.

The only thing that had been left undone was the long-awaited conversation between Clark and Lex. They'd both avoided it long enough.

It was late July now, the sun shine warm but not overly so. Compared to the previous summer, this one was looking to be a beauty. Said sunshine was now streaming in through the custom stained glass windows behind Lex's desk, casting things in crimson or lavender light. Clark entered the older man's sanctuary hesitantly, unsure of his welcome.

"Lex, look..." the younger man trailed off with a sigh. He couldn't find the words to say what he wanted- no, needed to.

What a way to start your summer, he thought with a small amount of ironic amusement that mixed a little with sadness.

"Clark, you don't have to say anything," Lex said firmly, steeping his fingers as he leaned back in his desk chair. To anyone but Clark, he looked relaxed and in control, the epitome of the hard business man that he was. But this was Clark, and he could see the tension just beneath the surface.

Running a hand through his hair, the young man shook his head, eyes troubled. "That guy... what he said... Lex, I've wanted to tell you since the beginning but-"

"Clark, please," Lex nearly yelled to stop the teenager from going further, frantic to stop the words from coming. "Don't do something you might regret." The last was said softly, almost nearly unheard. At least, it would have been unheard if the young man standing across from him wasn't so extraordinary.

"That's why I want to tell you, Lex." He sighed a little, sitting down in the chair across from the older man. "That's why I *have* to tell you. Because I don't want to regret something..." He took a deep breath before looking Lex square in the eye. "Something that could be a lot more."

Lex stiffened more visibly now, tensing in preparation for whatever Clark was going to say. Whatever it was, it was definitely going to have an effect on them both.

The nervous young man sitting across from him took a deep breath, as though centering himself and preparing to do battle. Took another, looked Lex in the eye and then-

"I'm an alien." The words split the silence, shocking and loud in the otherwise empty room. "I can-" Lex stood suddenly, stopping further words from the teenager's mouth, grabbing him by his sleeve and practically dragging him out of the room, down the hall, out the front doors and walking a little ways down the road. A little ways off the road into a copse of trees, out of sight from the road and away from anything that could possibly bring future harm to the startled young man now pressed up against one large tree.

"Start again, Clark," Lex said calmly, as though he hadn't just dragged Clark out of his home.

"I-" The young man's eyes narrowed just a little in contemplation. When Lex gave him a look, asking him to continue with what he was going to say earlier, he did so, looking confused. "Alright. I'm an alien; the meteor shower came down with me. It was what was left of my planet Krypton. I don't know all that much about who, or what, I am, only that I'm the person that was drawn on the cave walls. I'm weak against the green meteor rocks and the red is like a drug to me. You really did hit me that day on the bridge; that's the day my dad told me the truth. I'm basically invulnerable, I can run really fast, I'm really strong, I can see through things, I can set things on fire, my hearing's been getting really good and I think I may be in love with you." He rushed it out all in one breath. No space for comment, answered all of Lex's questions and then some.

"You...can see through things?" He asked, clearly shocked, mind over flowing with information. Whatever he'd been expecting, it certainly hadn't been this.

"Yeah," Clark said slowly, nodding minutely. "Except lead, which protects me from the Kryptonite." He took another deep breath. "Lex, look-"

"And, your hearing's getting better?" the older man cut him off, a look of wonder spread over his face.

"Lex, listen to me-"

"So, you-" he stopped. Clark couldn't have... he had to have heard wrong. "You... Clark, do you realize what you just told me?" He asked, feeling...something. Something new and unexplainable, something totally out of this world.

Just like the young man he was pressing up against a tree in the middle of nowhere. Like the young man staring at him with wide, scared eyes. Like the young man who handed him everything. Something akin to panic stabbed through him.

"Clark... You just... God, if my father ever found out..."

Couldn't think straight, had to breathe; was shocked at the asthma attack, or perhaps it was a panic attack that he was having. He had to get away, lead his father away from Clark had to do something, except, he hadn't imagined kissing was a part of what he was supposed to do, what was really safe to do.

It took a moment to figure out that he was in fact kissing Clark, breath stilled in his almost-bursting chest, hand clutching at Clark's tee so tightly, his knuckles were white.

"Clark?" he asked, dazed and breathless, still rather frozen.

"Don't hate me, please," Clark whispered, thumb tracing over the scar that split Lex's top lip.

"I couldn't hate you even if I wanted to," Lex muttered wryly. "I... I think I..." Deep breath. In through the mouth, slowly out the nose. "I think I love you too much for that."

 A shocked, bright smile that radiated like the sun was his answer just before he was almost literally crushed to the young man's chest.

A happy chuckle bubbled up in his chest, odd feeling, but not unwelcome. Despite the feeling of panic that still hadn't receded all that much, and despite the fact that Clark had been lying to him since day one (obviously for good reason, even if it did hurt every time that the young man did it), this wasn't as bad as he thought it would be.


Epilog-

Superman stepped slowly and tiredly, from the crystal chamber. He leaned briefly against it. That... was interesting. Exhausting, most definitely. But the feeling of coming home was far greater than anything else he was feeling.

Looking around the fortress, he noted a few things that were different from when he'd left. The table/bed, was littered with papers and a state-of-the-art laptop lay closed amongst the clutter. A white suit jacket and pair of black gloves caught his attention. There was blood staining the pristine white and for a moment, Superman panicked. Had he failed? Had he done something wrong? Wracking his brain frantically, he never heard the soft fall of footsteps behind him until two strong arms wrapped around him.

"There's my Superman," the familiar voice purred in his ear. For only a moment, he stiffened a little, before memories began rushing in.

Him and Lex’s first time. Superman and the Justice League, with the help of LexCorp and Wayne Enterprises, becoming that much more efficient. Him and Lois, like brother and sister, bickering over some story. Lana and Raven's hand-fasting. His and Lex's wedding. The conception, thanks to Chloe, of their first child. All of it came rushing in, mixing with his old memories, nearly overwhelming him as he leaned into the touch of the slightly shorter man, pulling him close and just breathing.

"Clark? Did everything go okay?"  Lex sounded worried now and Clark could only sigh happily, holding the slender man closer.

"Yeah. It's just good to be home."  He paused, pulling back a little to glance down at Lex. Amusement and shock warred, amusement winning. "Lex, you're wearing nothing but my cape." He couldn't quite tell whether it was an accusation or a simple statement of fact, but either way it was worth the flush working its way over his cheekbones for the outright laugh it earned him.

"Why yes Clark. That's what horny, sex-deprived husbands of superheroes do: run around in their husband's cape until said superhero comes home to take care of them," Lex purred, chuckling again at the shiver that swept through the taller man. The chuckle turned into a gasp as the Kryptonian swept his husband off his feet. Carrying him easily into the bedroom just off the main area of the Fortress, the bone-weary man suddenly found new energy watching the man he loved sprawl shamelessly over the white and purple sheets.

Backing up off the bed, Clark sped into a blur and when he came to a stop again, he was completely naked, the dirty and slightly torn clothing lying in a heap off to the side to be taken care of later. Leaning over the sprawled man in their bed, he stole a kiss. It was gentle and seared through Lex like a wild fire. The cape, still mostly wrapped around the totally hairless man, hid nothing.

"I think someone's happy to see me," Clark teased, his voice gravelly with desire reserved only for the man beneath him.

"Very," Lex agreed, sounding rather breathless as he rubbed his cloth-covered erection in the barely-reachable groove between hip and groin on the man above him.

Clark grabbed Lex's face gently, and pressed against him for another kiss. His tongue traced patterns over the roof of the slightly shorter man's mouth while he mentally tried to remember where the hell he'd put the lube. It was hard to think with that wonderfully, sleek body beneath his writhing in desperate pleasure, even though they were still only kissing. Lip locking had always been one of Lex's favorite things to do. When they hadn't had much time for anything else, they'd do nothing but kiss. Sometimes, they hadn't even had to touch themselves or each other below the waist to come in their pants.

But now was not the time for leisurely love making; both were desperate and Clark needed to confirm that this was real, that the happy memories mixing with the bloody were real. Lex knew what his husband needed only due to the fact that he recognized the look on Clark's face when he'd exited the chamber.  Pulling away from the kiss gently, Lex whispered the words that he knew would get Clark needed to hear.

"Need you in me," the older man whispered hotly into Clark's ear, sending a happy shiver down his spine and making him moan.

"Lube?" Clark breathed, swallowing thickly, unable to really get the question out. But Lex was one step ahead of him, always one step ahead, and reached under one of the many pillows pulling out the familiar bottle of massage oil. Carefully taking the small glass bottle, Clark set it aside in an easily reachable place before moving back to remove the red cloth emblazoned with the broken sign of the House of El, showing his allegiance to Earth even as he used his Kryptonian powers to help others. Letting it flutter to the floor behind him, the superhero took a moment to enjoy the sight laid out before him.

Miles of pale skin, hairless, stretched over strong muscle that made the business man that much more. Strong thighs splayed open, giving full access to the man who so desperately needed to know this was real. Fingers traced up those pale thighs, taking in every quiver of muscle just below the soft skin. Gently fondling his balls, he moved up to wrap one big hand around the leaking cock that was just begging for attention. Lex’s back arched, his hips raising into the touch.

"God, Clark- won't last long," the man beneath him breathed out. His husband, his beloved, groaned softly when his hand was removed. He grabbed the oil from where he'd set it, pouring a generous amount on his hand. No foreplay tonight unfortunately, but it will still be good for both of them. Gentle stroking over the ring of muscle bared him entry to that hot unyielding place. Continuing his steady pressure, he pressed his middle finger in. he twisted it around, touching that spot that had Lex arching into his touch, begging silently for more.

Obliging, Clark removed that one finger, made sure there was enough oil on his fingers and then gently inserted two. Scissoring them, and moving in and out, he soon had Lex writhing again. Removing his fingers quickly, he had to squeeze the base of his own cock to stop from coming just at the sight of the beautiful body writhing, open and ready for him. Slicking himself as quickly and without as much touching as possible, he took a breath to steady himself before gently putting Lex's knees over his shoulders. Hunkering down, he gently nudged forward, breath stopping as his cock breached the outer ring of Lex's hole. Moving forward in an almost agonizing pace, Clark was soon fully engulfed in warm heat.

Both had to pause a moment, the taller of the two leaned down to kiss the man beneath him, stroking over the trembling thigh resting against his chest.

"Missed you," Clark breathed as he began to move, gentle and deep. Both could tell this wasn't going to last long, this painful pleasure that touched them in places that no one else ever had. A Shaking hand uncurled from the soft material beneath him, and Lex reached up to stroke over one surprisingly tear stained cheek.

"Me, too."

The hand on his cheek moved to tangle in thick black hair, finer than any silk in the world. Lex pulled the crying hero down for a deep kiss as they moved together. Grunts and moans soon filled the relative silence of the Fortress, and moments after Clark touched Lex's prostate twice in succession, both were coming, long and hard.

Afterwards, too tired to move, Clark slumped over the panting body of his husband, stroking gently down one side. It wasn't long before both were beginning to slip into sleep. Reaching with his foot rather blindly, Lex caught Clark's cape and gently pulled it up over them both. Safe in each other's arms, both settled into sleep, but not before a few final words.

"Love you, Lex, so much."

"Love you, too, my Superman."

End

End Notes: Serena Sutherland was actually a lawyer on the regular Law and Order for the longest time. The Teen Titans...well, what can I say about them? The Huntress was actually originally somebody entirely different. Also, the name that Clark used- Wallace Wayne? Was no accident. And to think, I was originally going to use Wally Queen =p *dodges thrown objects.* Any and all feedback would be greatly appreciated!