Title: Moments in Our Lives (Collection)
Author: Zaeria Cheng
Email: zaeria_cheng@yahoo.com 
Rating: PG-13
Challenge: A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes by Bette Midler (Disney), I Knew I Loved You, by Savage Garden, You'll Be In My heart, by Phil Collins, Save the Last Dance for Me, by the Drifters, and This Magic Moment, by the Misfits
Notes: After trying and failing to incorporate all five sections/songs into one story (which was taking forever, not to mention confusing the hell out of my betas and seriously giving me carpal tunnel), I’ve decided to instead submit this. It is a series of five drabbles/short stories, upon which I was going to base my monster. They are very loosely connected to one another. Each section has it’s own song. Save for the small pilot episode occurrence, these pieces are  AU all the way. What can I say… It’s a bad habit? 
Summary: Five events in the lives of CLex…     


A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes

 

Riotous red curls in complete disarray clung to both the soft pillowcase and the sickly, pale face it framed. A slender soft feminine hand gently stroked the hair away from the miserable boy’s forehead. Silver-blue eyes glazed in fever opened at the gentle touch, and he tried to speak.

“…mo…mother…?” The hand stilled.

“Sshh…hush, baby. Just sleep.”

“…wh…why doesn’t…Father…love me…? Is it… because… I get sick so much?” Lillian Luthor’s heart broke at seeing the pure misery in her young son’s eyes, and she cursed her husband’s bastard attitude towards their child’s perceived weakness.

“Oh Lex… Your father does love you… He just doesn’t know how to show it…” Any reply that the young boy might have made was lost in the harsh hacking coughing that wracked the small form, and Lillian’s eyes filled with tears even as she soothingly rubbed the shaking shoulder. Once the fit had passed, she took the damp cloth that had been sitting in the basin on the nightstand and gently wiped her son’s face clean. She exchanged the cloth for the facemask, and gently placed it to her son’s face. With one hand, she flicked the switch on the small machine connected to it, and soothing vapors began to flow through the clear plastic tubes, easing the asthma that the coughing had triggered. “Just sleep now, darling… Let me sing you to sleep… Sleep, and dream…”

Exhausted by his illness, and miserable due to his asthma, young Lex obeyed his mother’s soft words. As his eyes fluttered closed, he murmured fitfully “I wish… I wish… I wish I had someone love me… even though…” 


He stirred, squeezing his eyes shut against the bright light. Blinking them open, he stared at the bright blue sky for a moment, before turning over. Moments later, he shot to a sitting position, and rubbed his eyes. Bright blue sky?! Lex looked around in disbelief. He was in a field of bright yellow and red flowers in a sea of green, waving grass. The sun shone brightly in the blue sky above, and birds soared and swooped high above.  He looked about wildly, before looking down at himself and noticing the paper taped to his purple (purple??) shirt. He pulled it off, and read the note written on it. 

‘Lex: Hey, sleepy head! Went for a walk; I’ll be at the tree with the picnic lunch we brought along when you wake up. Love you! ~C.’ 

Lex blinked in surprise, before clambering to his feet. The ground was a lot farther than it should have been; he patted at himself in amazement, noticing the grown-up quality of his body, before a shout caught his attention. 

“Lex! Over here!! C’mon!” He swung his head about, and saw the figure waving at him from beneath the shade of a tall oak tree in the near distance. He began to walk slowly towards the person, male by the voice, because he remained shadowed, when the next words caught his attention. “Lex, I love you and all, but I’m hungry! Hurry up!” 

And as Lex broke into a small jog, he couldn’t help the smile that broke out across his face. Someone loved him! 


Lillian stopped her soft singing, and removed the mask from her slumbering son’s head. She put everything neatly away, drawing the covers up and smoothing back his hair, before turning to leave the room. At the door, she turned one last time to look at her son, and her heart lifted at the sweet smile that had formed on his lips. 

“May all your sweet dreams come true, my dear Lex…”   

End Part

 

 A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes, Bette Midler (Disney)

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartache
Whatever you wish for you keep

Have faith in your dreams
And someday, your rainbow will come shining through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you just keep believing
The dream that you wish will come true

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re feeling small.
Alone in the night you whisper
Think no one can hear at all.
You wake with morning sunlight to find fortune that smile on you.
Don’t let your heart be filled with sorrow
For almost in tomorrow the dream you wish will come true.

The dream is a wish your heart makes
The dream is a wish your heart makes
You wake with the morning sunlight to find fortune that smile on you.
Don’t let your heart be filled with sorrow
For almost in tomorrow the dream you wish will come true.
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you just keep believing
The dream that you wish will come true  


 

I Knew I Loved You

 

Lex Luthor swore as he swerved, and stomped on the brakes, but he was going too fast. He saw the guardrails of the bridge coming closer at an incredible speed, and to his horror saw the teenager, no more than a boy, really, that was in the direct path of the out-of-control Porsche. His horrified silver-blue eyes locked onto hauntingly familiar stunned green-blue, and Lex suddenly lost himself. Time seemed to stop, as images flashed across his mind: 

Returning a gift, but staying anyway, to get to know him… 

Friendly hand, open face, not judging by his name, but by his own actions… 

Angry expression, melting to a  forgiving posture… 

Rumpled hair, feathers from a pillow fight floating everywhere… 

Protective arms encircling his form… 

Mock-fight using water pistols and water balloons… 

Waking up in a warm embrace… 

Tossing the keys to his car to a grinning boy… 

Laughing, truly and honestly laughing… 

Bright, bright smile, just for him… 

Sparkling eyes, lazy smile, lounging together on the couch in a barn…

Being more comfortable than he had ever been before, and would ever be… 

Home…he was home with this impossibly perfect boy… 

Scenes from his life, yet to be lived, but at the same time so familiar, as if he had already lived them; and all throughout the presence of this beautiful boy that he had seen so often in his dreams; the only person that he ever felt comfortable, complete, around…  

…and time began again, and tires screeched on the road, and the angelic boy was still in the path of the hurtling car, meaning certain death.... Lex closed his eyes, breaking the strange connection, bracing for the impact, preparing himself for what was inevitably to come, all the while hoping, praying… 

‘Please… someone, something, anything! Save him… He’s so perfect…and so familiar. He doesn’t deserve to die… It’s not fair, I wish I knew my dream boy’s name…   

End Part

 

I Knew I Loved You, by Savage Garden

Maybe it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
 


You’ll Be In My Heart

 

“He’s my friend, Dad! It’s my secret to tell, and I owe him the truth after everything that’s happened around here! He put most of it together himself anyway; he thinks I’m just another mutant!” 

“I forbid you from doing anything of the sort! He’s a Luthor! They’re dangerous; If you tell him, he’s only going to use you, abuse you powers, and worse come to worse dissect you! I told you he was a no-good, son of a bastard! Like father, like son!” 

“Lex is NOT his FATHER, Dad!! He’s just Lex, and he is my friend! I would have thought that was obvious after all he’s done to help people around here! Even standing up to Lionel, or didn’t you notice the scene in town today? I’m telling Lex the truth and there’s nothing you can do to stop me!” 

The door to the house slammed, and an angry teenager stomped out of the house. Without warning, he blurred into a run, and moments later found himself outside the mansion where his friend lived, He let himself in, and stomped to the office where he knew Lex would be. Sure enough, the pale form was curled up on the couch, and his heart broke at the misery he could clearly see in the defeated posture, and hear in the shuddering breaths. 

“Lex…” The young man’s head turned sharply, startled.

“Cl-clark!” Lex shook his head, and visibly straightened, erecting the mental walls he used to keep the world at bay. 

“Oh, Lex…” Clark found himself on the couch next to Lex, and hesitatingly wrapped his arms around his friend. Lex’ posture was stiff, and unyielding, until Clark whispered “It’s okay, Lex…let it out. Please, let me help you.” Then he slumped, hands coming up involuntarily to clutch at Clark’s shirt. Clark could feel the hot moisture from Lex’ tears seeping into his shirt, and just hugged his friend closer. He was normally so strong and self-confident, but at the moment Lex Luthor was just a hurting young man, and he seemed so small in Clark’s arms. And as Clark rocked him back and forth, he realized something about Lex Luthor. 

He, Clark J. Kent, was in love with his best friend, one Alexander J. Luthor. Never mind that almost the entire population of Smallville was like his dad, and only saw the Luthor in Lex, he knew better. Lex wasn’t a Luthor; he was nothing like Lionel. He was Lex, just Lex. But despite his best efforts, and all the evidence to the contrary, people persisted in seeing Lex for his name, not for who he was. They continued to bear suspicions, and age-old grudges, and in some cases displayed even open hostility towards the young man. 

In some ways, they were not so different after all, Clark mused. Sure, he was tall and tanned, with dark hair, and a total dweeb, while Lex was shorter, but still tall, and pale, bald, and suave, but inside, they were the same: Outcasts in their own lives. Pete and Chloe were his friends, yeah, but they didn’t really know him. And by Lex’ own admittance, he’d never had real friends before Clark. People saw, and accepted, only the façade that was put forward by each of them in the beginning: Clark his goofy-oblivious-naïve personality, and Lex the cold-corporate-bastard illusion. Never mind that they’d both changed drastically since then. 

“I’m sorry, Clark.” Lex muttered as he pulled away. Clark let him draw back, but grasped both of Lex’ hands with his own so he couldn’t escape. “I… I don’t know what came over me. And you shouldn’t be here…” 

“Don’t worry, Lex. I’m here because I want to be here. I need to be here.” Clark said. Startled silver-blue eyes, slightly reddened from the unaccustomed crying, rose to meet his. It was time. “You’re my friend, right Lex? You trust me?” Lex gave a rather watery chuckle. 

“Of course, to both questions…I don’t cry on just anybody, you know.” He said, self-deprecatingly. Clark squeezed his hands gently, then continued with a deep breath. 

“Good. You remember when you said, once, that together, we’d be the stuff of legends?” At his nod, Clark added “And you also said, that whatever secrets I have, you hoped that some day I’d trust you enough to tell them to you?”

“Clark…you don’t have to…” Lex began, but Clark interrupted. 

“I want to. Lex, there’s no one on this planet that I’d trust more with my secret than you…and I hope, no, I know, that after I tell you my secret, you’ll still be worthy of that trust. I know you, Lex Luthor, and even if everyone else in this town is still blinded by the actions and attitude of your father, I know you. I hope that after I’m done, no matter what, we’ll still be the stuff of legends. I believe that destiny led you here, to Smallville, for a reason, and we met the way we did for that same reason. That is why I am so sure that you will understand, and accept, what I have to tell you.” Clark said, seriously. ‘And no matter what your reaction is, know that we will always have a bond that cannot be broken, for I cannot erase you from my heart, Lex Luthor.’ He added privately in his mind. “I know that you believe me to be a mutant, another meteor-affected Smallville native. All of the evidence in your ‘secret’ room points that way.” Clark ignored Lex’ tugging, and was purposely deaf to his stammered explanations. 

“I’m not a meteor mutant, Lex. I’m an alien; I came down to Earth with the rocks.” 

And seeing the confusion and panic fade away, the dawning clarity as pieces and clues fitted together, the joyous sparkle and awed expression on Lex’ face and in his eyes, Clark knew that his confidence in Lex was not unfounded. And his heart gave a happy jump as Lex pulled his hands free, and threw his arms around Clark in a delirious ecstasy. 

‘Yes…we’ll be the stuff of legends. As long as we have each other, there is nothing that we can't do or overcome – together.’   

End Part  

 


You’ll Be In My Heart, by Phil Collins
 
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
 
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
 
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
 
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
 
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
 
Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all
 
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
 
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
 
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
 
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
 
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always  


Save The Last Dance For Me

 

There was most likely a party going on right now back on Earth. Celebrating the defeat of the latest intergalactic evil at by the forces of the Justice League, no doubt. At least Batman, Flash, Green Lantern, Hawkgirl, and Wonder Woman should have arrived back home and relayed the joyous news by now, while Superman and the Martian Manhunter had remained behind for final cleanup duty. Not by choice, mind, but because they were either 1) not injured (Batman, Flash, Hawkgirl), 2) not completely exhausted (Flash, Green Lantern), or 3) needed for transport (Wonder Woman and her jet). 

Superman, no, Clark knew that as Senator, and one of the city’s foremost leaders, Lex would no doubt be in the thick of things in Metropolis. He was no doubt dancing with appreciative women, chatting with businessmen on the ballroom balcony at LexCorp’s main office building, giving short interviews to the attending reporters in regards to his own involvement in staving off the ground invaders that had been sent to prepare Earth for invasion… Clark couldn’t work fast enough to disable everything. He wanted to be home now. Wanted to make sure Lex was all right, seeing as he’d been preparing to go to the front lines personally when Clark had visited before flying off with the rest of the League. Take him home, and curl up with Lex in his arms, so he could finally tell Lex what he’d been meaning to all these years. He was in love with his best friend. 

The music would be playing, a soft five-piece orchestra, or perhaps a small jazz band. Something elegant, and light-hearted after the horrors of the past week’s battles. The fine wine and sparkling champagne (scotch for Lex) would be freely flowing in celebration. There was bound to be much laughter and singing and celebrating that they’d survived; that Earth’s inhabitants had once again prevailed. But, damn it, Lex Luthor had better not fall in love with some floozy again while Clark was stuck here in who-knew-where turning the alien battleship into scrap metal. Lex was his! He snarled to himself, imagining the face of some nameless twit with a bust size larger than her IQ draping herself all over his Lex on the nearest bulkhead. Superman happily proceeded to punch said bulkhead full of holes with his fists. It was a good thing he could hold his breath for an indeterminable length of time… And as he zipped off to the next sector to disable, Clark’s mind happily conjured up an image of himself in Lex’ arms, and he was cheerful again.   

Although how in the world Lex hadn’t figured out that Clark was head-over-heels for him by now, Clark would never know. After all, every time they were together, Clark knew for a fact that he sported a silly, besotted grin. Whenever they were together (which was quite often, as often as Lex’ schedule and Clark’s reporting duties permitted. Some weeks, Clark practically lived in Lex’ office or penthouse!) Clark couldn’t help but touch Lex somewhere at any chance, be it shoulder, arm, hand, knee, forehead, back… And the small fits of jealousy Clark had towards practically every unattached female or interested male that Lex came into contact with? Including Hope and Mercy, who were two of Lex’ bodyguards professional to the extreme? Oh yeah. Clark was in LOVE. Obsessively, possessively in Love. He finally realized that the Martian Manhunter was standing in front of him, and Superman raised an eyebrow in question. J’onn smirked, before looking at the metal in his hands. Superman blushed, because it was in the shape of a heart with the initials ‘L.L.’ and ‘C.K.’  and the word ‘Forever’ etched into the surface by superhumanly strong fingernails. He childishly hid it behind his back, before thinking carefully for a few seconds. To J’onn J’onzz’ eternal amusement, Superman proceeded to carefully tie the small metal sculpture into his cape.    

They were finally, finally on their way home! J’onn’s abilities enabled the Martian to keep up with Superman’s speed. His desire was to get home as quickly as possible. He wasn’t sure, exactly, what time it was, but he was erring on the side of caution, and assuming that it was late. The parties were bound to be almost over, and Clark really, really wanted to be able to at least share the last dance with Lex before everyone had to go about cleaning up their homes and fixing and rebuilding destroyed property. He knew it was irrational, but Clark was afraid that someone would snatch up his Lex before he got there to claim his property, namely Lex himself. He really hoped that Lex remembered what Clark had said to him, right before Wonder Woman had made her warning flyby, and that Lex’ small smile meant what Clark hoped it had meant… 

‘Lex…wait for me. When I get home, there’s something that I really have to tell you…’ 

Clark prayed to whatever deities there were out there that watched over superheroes that they’d get home in time, before the parties ended. He really wanted to dance with Lex…   

End Part

 

Save The Last Dance For Meby the Drifters

You can dance ev'ry dance with the guy who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight
You can smile ev'ry smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight
But don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin', save the last dance for me, mmmm

Oh, I know that the music's fine like sparkling wine go and have your fun
Laugh and sing but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin', save the last dance for me, mmmm

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone can he take you home you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's you're gonna be
So darlin save the last dance for me

'Cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's your gonna be
So darlin save the last dance for me, mmmm
Save the last dance for me, mmmm
Save the last dance for me  

 


 

This Magic Moment  


He stood out on the balcony, leaning against the thick railing, blissfully alone for the first time that evening. The night was warm, and the lights of the city all around flashed and flickered in blatant defiance of the fact that, no more than a day ago, it had been in danger of being destroyed. He swirled the amber liquid in his glass, absently staring at the light being reflected and refracted from the ice cubes, before sighing and looking skyward, towards the beautiful stars twinkling in the night sky. ‘Clark…where are you…?’   


There was a soft whoosh of air, stronger than the gentle warm breeze that’d been blowing all evening, and Lex turned around swiftly, taking a few steps to look around in hope, only to be disappointed, as there was no one there. He turned back towards the balcony, only to blink in bewilderment as his eyes locked onto a strange, heart-shaped sculpture being held at his eye level. Then he noticed what was carved into the glistening, alien metal. A slow smile curved across his lips, and he raised his gaze to look into oh-so-familiar green-blue eyes. And his breath caught in the back of his throat. Or maybe that was due to the fact that soft, warm lips had covered his own…  


Clark drew back, amazed at his own nerve at finally kissing Lex. He was called the ‘Man of Steel,’ yes, but that moniker usually didn’t extend into his personal, private life. He looked at Lex nervously, but what he read in those smoky blue eyes made all of his insecurities melt away… As one, the two of them came together once more, and this time, tongues came into play.   


He was instantly addicted. Underneath the bite of the alcohol was the sweetness of Lex’ natural and very addicting flavor. The kiss was so soft, and strong, and so very, very good, he never wanted it to end. One arm wrapped around Lex’ trim waist, and he blindly placed the small sculpture on the rail before raising his other hand to reverently cradle Lex’ skull. Both of Lex’ arms curled around Clark’s neck, and he tugged gently to try to deepen their lip-lock. 

Clark pulled back slightly as he felt the cold chill of liquid seeping down the back of his neck from the tumbler of scotch that Lex had still been holding, but ignored it to focus on the gentle panting breaths that Lex was taking. He stared into the other’s eyes, so full of love and promise and a healthy amount of desire, and gave a soft groan as he gave in to his instincts. Oxygen was highly overrated, anyway, and from the amount of enthusiasm that Lex was showing, he wholeheartedly agreed. 


Mmmmm~ He could do this forever. Most definitely. He never wanted this to end; it surpassed all of the fantasies he’d had about his (former) farmboy and best friend since that fateful night on the banks of that small river in Smallville. Clark’s lips were impossibly sweet, and so warm and smooth and nothing, nothing, was going to get Lex to stop kissing him. He raised his arms and hooked them around Clark’s neck in an attempt to tug the man closer. 

Disappointingly, Clark drew back. Some part of Lex’ mind realized that he was gasping for air, and that their separation was therefore a good thing, but the rest of him was greatly protesting even the little bit of space between them. Clark-in-love, in love with him, looked so deliciously rumpled, and sexy, and so damn gorgeous Lex wanted nothing more than to whisk the two of them away somewhere so they could explore the endless possibilities of being together. Then Clark dove back in for another kiss, and who was Lex to protest…? 


And as the party continued on inside, the two blissful lovers kissed… and kissed…and kissed some more on the balcony outside. Anyone who wanted to go out would take one look at the scene, and decide that to interrupt such a magical moment would be a damn shame. The two of them would eventually return to reality, but for now, all that existed was Clark and Lex, and their love for one another.    

The End  

 

This Magic Moment, by the Misfits 

This magic moment
So different and so new
Was like any other
Until I kissed you

And then it happened
It took me by surprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes

Sweeter than wine (sweeter than wine)
Softer than a summer night (softer than a summer night)
Everything I wanna have (everything, everything)
Whenever I hold you tight

This magic moment (this magic moment)
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever till the end of time

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Sweeter than wine (sweeter than wine)
Softer than a summer night (softer than a summer night)
Everything I wanna have
Whenever I hold you tight

This magic moment
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever till the end of time

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Magic, oh-oh-oh
Magic, oh-oh-oh
Magic, oh-oh-oh