Riotous red curls in complete disarray clung to both the soft pillowcase
and the sickly, pale face it framed. A slender soft feminine hand gently stroked
the hair away from the miserable boy’s forehead. Silver-blue eyes glazed in
fever opened at the gentle touch, and he tried to speak.
“…mo…mother…?” The hand stilled.
“Sshh…hush, baby. Just sleep.”
“…wh…why doesn’t…Father…love me…? Is
it… because… I get sick so much?” Lillian Luthor’s heart broke at seeing
the pure misery in her young son’s eyes, and she cursed her husband’s
bastard attitude towards their child’s perceived weakness.
“Oh Lex… Your father does love you… He just
doesn’t know how to show it…” Any reply that the young boy might have made
was lost in the harsh hacking coughing that wracked the small form, and
Lillian’s eyes filled with tears even as she soothingly rubbed the shaking
shoulder. Once the fit had passed, she took the damp cloth that had been sitting
in the basin on the nightstand and gently wiped her son’s face clean. She
exchanged the cloth for the facemask, and gently placed it to her son’s face.
With one hand, she flicked the switch on the small machine connected to it, and
soothing vapors began to flow through the clear plastic tubes, easing the asthma
that the coughing had triggered. “Just sleep now, darling… Let me sing you
to sleep… Sleep, and dream…”
Exhausted by his illness, and miserable due to his
asthma, young Lex obeyed his mother’s soft words. As his eyes fluttered
closed, he murmured fitfully “I wish… I wish… I wish I had someone love
me… even though…”
He stirred, squeezing his eyes shut against the bright light. Blinking
them open, he stared at the bright blue sky for a moment, before turning over.
Moments later, he shot to a sitting position, and rubbed his eyes. Bright
blue sky?! Lex looked around in disbelief. He was in a field of bright
yellow and red flowers in a sea of green, waving grass. The sun shone brightly
in the blue sky above, and birds soared and swooped high above.
He looked about wildly, before looking down at himself and noticing the
paper taped to his purple (purple??) shirt. He pulled it off, and read the note written on it.
‘Lex: Hey, sleepy head! Went for a walk; I’ll be at the tree with the
picnic lunch we brought along when you wake up. Love you! ~C.’
Lex blinked in surprise, before clambering to his feet. The ground was a
lot farther than it should have been; he patted at himself in amazement,
noticing the grown-up quality of his body, before a shout caught his attention.
“Lex! Over here!! C’mon!” He swung his head about, and saw the
figure waving at him from beneath the shade of a tall oak tree in the near
distance. He began to walk slowly towards the person, male by the voice, because
he remained shadowed, when the next words caught his attention. “Lex, I love
you and all, but I’m hungry! Hurry up!”
And as Lex broke into a small jog, he couldn’t help the smile that
broke out across his face. Someone loved him!
Lillian stopped her soft singing, and removed the mask from her
slumbering son’s head. She put everything neatly away, drawing the covers up
and smoothing back his hair, before turning to leave the room. At the door, she
turned one last time to look at her son, and her heart lifted at the sweet smile
that had formed on his lips.
“May all your sweet dreams come true, my dear Lex…”
End Part
A
Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes, Bette Midler (Disney)
A
dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartache
Whatever you wish for you keep
Have faith in your dreams
And someday, your rainbow will come shining through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you just keep believing
The dream that you wish will come true
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re feeling small.
Alone in the night you whisper
Think no one can hear at all.
You wake with morning sunlight to find fortune that smile on you.
Don’t let your heart be filled with sorrow
For almost in tomorrow the dream you wish will come true.
The dream is a wish your heart makes
The dream is a wish your heart makes
You wake with the morning sunlight to find fortune that smile on you.
Don’t let your heart be filled with sorrow
For almost in tomorrow the dream you wish will come true.
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you just keep believing
The dream that you wish will come true
I Knew I Loved You
Lex Luthor swore as he swerved, and stomped on the brakes, but he was
going too fast. He saw the guardrails of the bridge coming closer at an
incredible speed, and to his horror saw the teenager, no more than a boy,
really, that was in the direct path of the out-of-control Porsche. His horrified
silver-blue eyes locked onto hauntingly familiar stunned green-blue, and Lex
suddenly lost himself. Time seemed to stop, as images flashed across his mind:
Returning
a gift, but staying anyway, to get to know him…
Friendly
hand, open face, not judging by his name, but by his own actions…
Angry
expression, melting to a forgiving
posture…
Rumpled
hair, feathers from a pillow fight floating everywhere…
Protective
arms encircling his form…
Mock-fight
using water pistols and water balloons…
Waking
up in a warm embrace…
Tossing
the keys to his car to a grinning boy…
Laughing,
truly and honestly laughing…
Bright,
bright smile, just for him…
Sparkling eyes, lazy smile, lounging together on the couch in a barn…
Being
more comfortable than he had ever been before, and would ever be…
Home…he was home with this impossibly perfect boy…
Scenes from his life, yet to be lived, but at the same time so familiar,
as if he had already lived them; and all throughout the presence of this
beautiful boy that he had seen so often in his dreams; the only person that he
ever felt comfortable, complete, around…
…and time began again, and tires screeched on the road, and the angelic
boy was still in the path of the hurtling car, meaning certain death.... Lex
closed his eyes, breaking the strange connection, bracing for the impact,
preparing himself for what was inevitably to come, all the while hoping, praying…
‘Please… someone, something, anything! Save him… He’s so
perfect…and so familiar. He doesn’t deserve to die… It’s not fair, I
wish I knew my dream boy’s name…
End Part
I
Knew I Loved You, by
Savage Garden
Maybe
it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
You’ll Be In My
Heart
“He’s my friend, Dad! It’s my
secret to tell, and I owe him the truth after everything that’s happened around here! He put most of
it together himself anyway; he thinks I’m just another mutant!”
“I forbid you from doing anything of the sort!
He’s a Luthor! They’re dangerous;
If you tell him, he’s only going to use you, abuse you powers, and worse come
to worse dissect you! I told you he
was a no-good, son of a bastard! Like father, like son!”
“Lex is NOT
his FATHER, Dad!! He’s just Lex,
and he is my friend! I would have
thought that was obvious after all he’s done to help people around here! Even
standing up to Lionel, or didn’t you notice the scene in town today? I’m
telling Lex the truth and there’s
nothing you can do to stop me!”
The door to the house slammed, and an angry teenager stomped out of the
house. Without warning, he blurred into a run, and moments later found himself
outside the mansion where his friend lived, He let himself in, and stomped to
the office where he knew Lex would be. Sure enough, the pale form was curled up
on the couch, and his heart broke at the misery he could clearly see in the
defeated posture, and hear in the shuddering breaths.
“Lex…” The young man’s head turned sharply, startled.
“Cl-clark!” Lex shook his head, and visibly straightened, erecting
the mental walls he used to keep the world at bay.
“Oh, Lex…” Clark found himself on the couch next to Lex, and
hesitatingly wrapped his arms around his friend. Lex’ posture was stiff, and
unyielding, until Clark whispered “It’s okay, Lex…let it out. Please, let
me help you.” Then he slumped, hands coming up involuntarily to clutch at
Clark’s shirt. Clark could feel the hot moisture from Lex’ tears seeping
into his shirt, and just hugged his friend closer. He was normally so strong and
self-confident, but at the moment Lex Luthor was just a hurting young man, and
he seemed so small in Clark’s arms. And as Clark rocked him back and forth, he
realized something about Lex Luthor.
He, Clark J. Kent, was in love with his best friend, one Alexander J.
Luthor. Never mind that almost the entire population of Smallville was like his
dad, and only saw the Luthor in Lex, he knew better. Lex wasn’t a Luthor;
he was nothing like Lionel. He was
Lex, just Lex. But despite his best efforts, and all the evidence to the
contrary, people persisted in seeing Lex for his name, not for who he was. They
continued to bear suspicions, and age-old grudges, and in some cases displayed
even open hostility towards the young man.
In some ways, they were not so different after all, Clark mused. Sure, he
was tall and tanned, with dark hair, and a total dweeb, while Lex was shorter,
but still tall, and pale, bald, and suave, but inside, they were the same:
Outcasts in their own lives. Pete and Chloe were his friends, yeah, but they
didn’t really know him. And by Lex’ own admittance, he’d never had real
friends before Clark. People saw, and accepted, only the façade that was put
forward by each of them in the beginning: Clark his goofy-oblivious-naïve
personality, and Lex the cold-corporate-bastard illusion. Never mind that
they’d both changed drastically since then.
“I’m sorry, Clark.” Lex muttered as he pulled away. Clark let him
draw back, but grasped both of Lex’ hands with his own so he couldn’t
escape. “I… I don’t know what came over me. And you shouldn’t be
here…”
“Don’t worry, Lex. I’m here because I want to be here. I need
to be here.” Clark said. Startled silver-blue eyes, slightly reddened from the
unaccustomed crying, rose to meet his. It was time. “You’re my friend, right
Lex? You trust me?” Lex gave a rather watery chuckle.
“Of course, to both questions…I don’t cry on just anybody, you
know.” He said, self-deprecatingly. Clark squeezed his hands gently, then
continued with a deep breath.
“Good. You remember when you said, once, that together, we’d be the
stuff of legends?” At his nod, Clark added “And you also said, that whatever
secrets I have, you hoped that some day I’d trust you enough to tell them to
you?”
“Clark…you don’t have to…” Lex began, but Clark interrupted.
“I want to. Lex, there’s no one on this planet that I’d trust more
with my secret than you…and I hope, no, I know,
that after I tell you my secret, you’ll still be worthy of that trust. I know
you, Lex Luthor, and even if everyone else in this town is still blinded by the
actions and attitude of your father, I know you.
I hope that after I’m done, no matter what, we’ll still be the stuff of
legends. I believe that destiny led you here, to Smallville, for a reason, and
we met the way we did for that same reason. That is why I am so sure that you
will understand, and accept, what I have to tell you.” Clark said, seriously.
‘And no matter what your reaction is, know that we will always have a bond
that cannot be broken, for I cannot erase you from my heart, Lex Luthor.’ He
added privately in his mind. “I know that you believe me to be a mutant,
another meteor-affected Smallville native. All of the evidence in your
‘secret’ room points that way.” Clark ignored Lex’ tugging, and was
purposely deaf to his stammered explanations.
“I’m not a meteor mutant, Lex. I’m an alien; I came down to Earth
with the rocks.”
And seeing the confusion and panic fade away, the dawning clarity as
pieces and clues fitted together, the joyous sparkle and awed expression on
Lex’ face and in his eyes, Clark knew that his confidence in Lex was not
unfounded. And his heart gave a happy jump as Lex pulled his hands free, and
threw his arms around Clark in a delirious ecstasy.
‘Yes…we’ll be the stuff of legends. As long as we have each other,
there is nothing that we can't do or overcome – together.’
End
Part
Come
stop your crying
It
will be all right
Just
take my hand Hold it tight
I
will protect you
from
all around you
I
will be here
Don't
you cry
For
one so small,
you
seem so strong
My
arms will hold you,
keep
you safe and warm
This
bond between us
Can't
be broken
I
will be here
Don't
you cry
'Cause
you'll be in my heart
Yes,
you'll be in my heart
From
this day on
Now
and forever more
You'll
be in my heart
No
matter what they say
You'll
be here in my heart, always
Why
can't they understand
the
way we feel
They
just don't trust
what
they can't explain
I
know we're different but,
deep
inside us
We're
not that different at all
And
you'll be in my heart
Yes,
you'll be in my heart
From
this day on
Now
and forever more
Don't
listen to them
'Cause
what do they know
We
need each other,
to
have, to hold
They'll
see in time
I
know
When
destiny calls you
You
must be strong
I
may not be with you
But
you've got to hold on
They'll
see in time
I
know
We'll
show them together
'Cause
you'll be in my heart
Yes,
you'll be in my heart
From
this day on,
Now
and forever more
Oh,
you'll be in my heart
No
matter what they say
You'll
be in my heart, always
Always
Save The Last Dance
For Me
There was most likely a party going on right now back on Earth.
Celebrating the defeat of the latest intergalactic evil at by the forces of the
Justice League, no doubt. At least Batman, Flash, Green Lantern, Hawkgirl, and
Wonder Woman should have arrived back home and relayed the joyous news by now,
while Superman and the Martian Manhunter had remained behind for final cleanup
duty. Not by choice, mind, but because they were either 1) not injured (Batman,
Flash, Hawkgirl), 2) not completely exhausted (Flash, Green Lantern), or 3)
needed for transport (Wonder Woman and her jet).
Superman, no, Clark knew that as Senator, and one of the city’s
foremost leaders, Lex would no doubt be in the thick of things in Metropolis. He
was no doubt dancing with appreciative women, chatting with businessmen on the
ballroom balcony at LexCorp’s main office building, giving short interviews to
the attending reporters in regards to his own involvement in staving off the
ground invaders that had been sent to prepare Earth for invasion… Clark
couldn’t work fast enough to disable everything. He wanted to be home now.
Wanted to make sure Lex was all right, seeing as he’d been preparing to go to
the front lines personally when Clark had visited before flying off with the
rest of the League. Take him home, and curl up with Lex in his arms, so he could
finally tell Lex what he’d been meaning to all these years. He was in love
with his best friend.
The music would be playing, a soft five-piece orchestra, or perhaps a
small jazz band. Something elegant, and light-hearted after the horrors of the
past week’s battles. The fine wine and sparkling champagne (scotch for Lex)
would be freely flowing in celebration. There was bound to be much laughter and
singing and celebrating that they’d survived; that Earth’s inhabitants had
once again prevailed. But, damn it, Lex Luthor had better not fall in love with
some floozy again while Clark was stuck here in who-knew-where turning the alien
battleship into scrap metal. Lex was his! He snarled to himself, imagining the
face of some nameless twit with a bust size larger than her IQ draping herself
all over his Lex on the nearest bulkhead. Superman happily proceeded to punch
said bulkhead full of holes with his fists. It was a good thing he could hold
his breath for an indeterminable length of time… And as he zipped off to the
next sector to disable, Clark’s mind happily conjured up an image of himself
in Lex’ arms, and he was cheerful again.
They were finally, finally on
their way home! J’onn’s abilities enabled the Martian to keep up with
Superman’s speed. His desire was to get home
as quickly as possible. He wasn’t sure, exactly, what time it was, but he was
erring on the side of caution, and assuming that it was late. The parties were
bound to be almost over, and Clark really, really wanted to be able to at least
share the last dance with Lex before everyone had to go about cleaning up their
homes and fixing and rebuilding destroyed property. He knew it was irrational,
but Clark was afraid that someone would snatch up his Lex before he got there to
claim his property, namely Lex himself. He really hoped that Lex remembered what
Clark had said to him, right before Wonder Woman had made her warning flyby, and
that Lex’ small smile meant what Clark hoped it had meant…
‘Lex…wait for me. When I get home, there’s something that I really
have to tell you…’
Clark prayed to whatever deities there were out there that watched over
superheroes that they’d get home in time, before
the parties ended. He really wanted to dance with Lex…
End
Part
Save
The Last Dance For Me,
by the Drifters
You
can dance ev'ry dance with the guy who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight
You
can smile ev'ry smile for the man who held your hand 'neath the pale moonlight
But
don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So
darlin', save the last dance for me, mmmm
Oh,
I know that the music's fine like sparkling wine go and have your fun
Laugh
and sing but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone
But
don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be
So
darlin', save the last dance for me, mmmm
Baby
don't you know I love you so
Can't
you feel it when we touch
I
will never never let you go
I
love you oh so much
You
can dance go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go
If
he asks if you're all alone can he take you home you must tell him no
'Cause
don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's you're gonna be
So
darlin save the last dance for me
'Cause
don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arm's your gonna be
So
darlin save the last dance for me, mmmm
Save
the last dance for me, mmmm
Save
the last dance for me
This Magic Moment
Clark pulled back slightly as he felt the cold chill of liquid seeping
down the back of his neck from the tumbler of scotch that Lex had still been
holding, but ignored it to focus on the gentle panting breaths that Lex was
taking. He stared into the other’s eyes, so full of love and promise and a
healthy amount of desire, and gave a soft groan as he gave in to his instincts.
Oxygen was highly overrated, anyway, and from the amount of enthusiasm that Lex
was showing, he wholeheartedly agreed. Mmmmm~ He could do this forever. Most definitely. He never wanted this to
end; it surpassed all of the fantasies he’d had about his (former) farmboy and
best friend since that fateful night on the banks of that small river in
Smallville. Clark’s lips were impossibly sweet, and so warm and smooth and
nothing, nothing, was going to get Lex
to stop kissing him. He raised his arms and hooked them around Clark’s neck in
an attempt to tug the man closer.
Disappointingly, Clark drew back. Some part of Lex’ mind realized that
he was gasping for air, and that their separation was therefore a good thing,
but the rest of him was greatly protesting even the little bit of space between
them. Clark-in-love, in love with him,
looked so deliciously rumpled, and sexy, and so damn gorgeous Lex wanted nothing
more than to whisk the two of them away somewhere so they could explore the
endless possibilities of being together. Then Clark dove back in for another
kiss, and who was Lex to protest…?
And as the party continued on inside, the two blissful lovers kissed…
and kissed…and kissed some more on the balcony outside. Anyone who wanted to
go out would take one look at the scene, and decide that to interrupt such a
magical moment would be a damn shame. The two of them would eventually return to
reality, but for now, all that existed was Clark and Lex, and their love for one
another.
The
End
This Magic Moment,
by the Misfits This
magic moment
He stood out on the balcony, leaning against the thick railing,
blissfully alone for the first time that evening. The night was warm, and the
lights of the city all around flashed and flickered in blatant defiance of the
fact that, no more than a day ago, it had been in danger of being destroyed. He
swirled the amber liquid in his glass, absently staring at the light being
reflected and refracted from the ice cubes, before sighing and looking skyward,
towards the beautiful stars twinkling in the night sky. ‘Clark…where are
you…?’
There was a soft whoosh of air, stronger than the gentle warm breeze
that’d been blowing all evening, and Lex turned around swiftly, taking a few
steps to look around in hope, only to be disappointed, as there was no one
there. He turned back towards the balcony, only to blink in bewilderment as his
eyes locked onto a strange, heart-shaped sculpture being held at his eye level.
Then he noticed what was carved into the glistening, alien metal. A slow smile
curved across his lips, and he raised his gaze to look into oh-so-familiar
green-blue eyes. And his breath caught in the back of his throat. Or maybe that
was due to the fact that soft, warm lips had covered his own…
Clark drew back, amazed at his own nerve at finally kissing Lex. He was
called the ‘Man of Steel,’ yes, but that moniker usually didn’t extend
into his personal, private life. He looked at Lex nervously, but what he read in
those smoky blue eyes made all of his insecurities melt away… As one, the two
of them came together once more, and this time, tongues came into play.
He was instantly addicted. Underneath the bite of the alcohol was the
sweetness of Lex’ natural and very addicting flavor. The kiss was so soft, and
strong, and so very, very good, he never wanted it to end. One arm wrapped
around Lex’ trim waist, and he blindly placed the small sculpture on the rail
before raising his other hand to reverently cradle Lex’ skull. Both of Lex’
arms curled around Clark’s neck, and he tugged gently to try to deepen their
lip-lock.
So different and so new
Was like any other
Until I kissed you
And then it happened
It took me by surprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes
Sweeter than wine (sweeter than wine)
Softer than a summer night (softer than a summer night)
Everything I wanna have (everything, everything)
Whenever I hold you tight
This magic moment (this magic moment)
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever till the end of time
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Sweeter than wine (sweeter than wine)
Softer than a summer night (softer than a summer night)
Everything I wanna have
Whenever I hold you tight
This magic moment
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever till the end of time
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Magic, oh-oh-oh
Magic, oh-oh-oh
Magic, oh-oh-oh