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Disclaimer: Characters not mine, no profit etc.
Title: I want it all
Rating: NC 17
Pairings: HP/SS, PWP
Author: Slytheriny
Beta: Kira

I WANT IT ALL

It’s Occlumency lesson again. I stand in front of you, waiting for the usual shower of vile words to come from your poisonous lips. Those lips that torment me during the lonely nights, those lips I want to own, to possess, to touch with mine...

You stand there with an unreadable look on your face, judging my reactions. Do you know how hard I get just by thinking of you? Do you know I can’t continue like this? No, of course you don’t know – how could you?

I always say I hate you, look at you with disgust. But it isn’t disgust for you. No – it’s disgust for me, for wanting you so much, for crying at night thinking about you, about my broken soul that you’ve unknowingly shattered.

But this time I will not stand here and pretend I don’t want you. I don’t want to lie to myself anymore. I want you and I want all of you, your venom, your ugliness, your age, your vileness, your selfishness, and your body.

“Prepare yourself, Potter,” you stab at me, just like the other times. But no, this time I won’t take it.

“Sure, prepare yourself, too,” I reply with a hint of determination in my voice.

You look so shocked at my boldness that I can’t stop the smirk from escaping.

“LEGITIMIENS!” you shout, and start, as usual, raping my mind.

This time I open myself to you, and let you in deeper into me. I conjure the memories of the times I touched myself, thinking about you. The times I inserted the wand into my arsehole dreaming it was your cock. You stopped searching into my mind and seem to be watching a particular memory intently. Ah, you’re seeing the time when I polyjuiced myself into you. I wanted to see your member, and to touch it. I tried so much to put it in my mouth but your body isn’t flexible like mine, and had to satisfy myself with a hand job. When I came, I shouted your name, as I always do.

Then I feel you leaving my mind.

You’re still standing there looking at me, bewildered. Your face is flushed, and you’re giving me a predatory look. Ah, so many times I’ve dreamed of that look. Your obsidian eyes are boring a hole in my soul.

Kiss me… strip me… touch me… take me… fuck me, those are the words my eyes are screaming.

“I want it all,” I manage to whisper in a small, panting voice. Then you come, moving with stealth, like a panther about to strike.

“Don’t play with fire if you don’t want to get burned,” your deep voice says.

“I’m not playing with fire, I’m raw with need,” I reply, just before being swept into a deep, wet kiss.

The kiss is more intense than I ever imagined. You weren’t kidding when you mentioned fire. I’m burning; you’re like bacteria, creating a stirring in me, making me feverish.

A sudden surge of possessiveness seizes you; you grab my waist and spin me savagely around, making me bump against the edge of the desk. Then you bend me backwards and press our erections together. Ah, now I’m feeling delirious, what a sensational feeling. You’re rocking our bodies together with such fierceness that I think I’m going to come before you even touch me.

“Ahhh! Ssstop, please stop!” I pant.

You stop, after hesitating and give me a lost look. I know that if we stop right now your soul would shatter just like mine. An evil voice in me tells me to run away, but no, not today.

“I…I was about to come,” I explain, your look of relief confirms my previous assumptions. “Let’s take it slow,” I say “I need to feel everything, to have everything, today,” I repeat “I want it all.”

You nod and offer your hand, which I promptly take, and you guide me to your private chamber.

You take off your outer robe, and gesture for me to do the same. I eagerly comply, and after a few minutes I stand in front of you, in only my crimson boxers. You chuckle when you see my eagerness. It’s a sound I’ve never heard before. My cock is waiting for you to touch it, to free it from this constriction.

Watching you undress makes my heart leap into a frenzied pace. You don’t even stop at your boxers – besides I’ve already seen everything...

Your cock’s already weeping and I refrain from the urge to grab it and take it in my mouth, but I want to feel it in me.

“I wanted you for so long,” your husky voice says. “Harry, my Harry,” you continue, giving the conversation a more intimate tone. “So eager for my touch.”
Then unexpectedly you fall to your knees, strip me from my boxers and take my cock in your mouth.

“Ahhhhh!” I cry, and start mumbling incoherent things while you work my cock over fully. Electric shocks run through my body, and you continue sucking and running your tongue over the slit. It makes me delirious. Then you hum, and the vibration is my undoing. With a cry, I come, exploding in your mouth.

After milking me of all my come, you stand up and push me onto the bed. It creaks. You lick my body up to my neck and kiss me fiercely, fully; those lips I’ve dreamt about are now mine, mine, mine…

“Yours,” you say, as if reading my mind

Then I feel a tingling in my arsehole and then a sudden slickness. Your finger find its way into my body, breaching me. It works inside me, opening, stretching me. A second and a third finger are added, and now I feel impossibly stretched.

I turn around and lift my hips in a silent plea. I feel the head of your cock pushing into me. A burning sensation erupts at every single millimeter you move. I bite my lip to stop the scream that is threatening to tear out from my throat.

When you are fully sheathed you wait for me to adjust, and then slowly start retreating. The pain is still there, but the thought of you in me replaces the pain with a sudden feel of possessiveness. You drive in and out of me, slowly at first, then you increase the pace, touching my prostate with every thrust, making me hard once again. We both are talking nonsense now, and after a few more violent trusts we come simultaneously.

“Hope you’ve got it all,” you say, after extracting yourself.

“Hmm,” I reply. “I’ve got you”

Then for the first time a smile spreads across your face, and it’s the most fabulous sight I’ve ever seen.

END