December X
ANIMATED
Slam Dunk - Hamamichi/Kaede
Title: Hunting the
Red Monkey
Author: witch_is_in
Fandom: Slam Dunk
Disclaimer: SD's boys are property of Inoue sensei
Pairing: Kaede&Hana
Rating: R
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HUNTING THE RED MONKEY
POV Hana
I'm standing just near the window, it is late in the night but it's time for me
to leave ... to go away from this bed where I've given you my virginity, where
I've granted you my body, yes my body but only because Ive had already given
you my heart long time ago ...
standing is not easy, I feel sore, you were no tender lover but I dared not to
ask you to be one, I felt your sorrow, your rage, the loneliness that was
shattering your soul so I thought better be silent, better welcoming you in me
with all my love, granting you the only help you were ready to accept from me,
my body...
I look around, your room is just like your house, cold, still, not lived in,
there is no joy in these rooms, you are not living, just surviving as if you
were running from a sorrow too deep to be shared, a sorrow Ive seen in your
eyes the last evening, that sorrow had made me make up my mind to follow you,
without thinking ahead, without caring of what would happen to me the next day,
without thinking how my whole live would change after this
You were the only important one in my mind; I had to do all my best to help you
dealing with your sorrow
Ive learned to deal with what I do and do not feel guilty if my actions are
done following my heart, if I feel Im doing the right thing then any
consequences will never be too much to deal with
And now Im holding on this, my faith then yesterday then this night not yet
finished was not a mistake
I make love to you, Ive given you my body because
I love you, no matter if you were only needing me as a refuge, as a physical
need, I do not wish to know what did you see in me, for Ive make love out of
love, it was no just sex for me
I pick up my mobile, it is late and I will be missing by now, better say Im o.k.,
no need to keep people up with worry
Hi, its me, Im ok, will be back soon
no, nothing wrong, nothing to be
worried about ...
Yes, Im safe and will be back to you soon, wait for me
love you
my eyes are filling with unshed tears, I left you alone tonight grandma but Ill
explain all, he needed me tonight
I turn around, you are still sleeping, an
arm over your eyes but you are still, just little movements to show you are
breathing, one must look a bit to be sure of this
I gather my clothes and yours too, folding them quietly on a chair, stroking
them kindly
My farewell to you, a silent one, I look around again, storing this room, this
scent in my mind, I will never forget this night and this place, here Ive
become a man while in your arms
No matter how hard I close my eyes, tears are running out but you are sleeping
so no need to hide them or to whisk them off...
I dress slowly, Im just stalling and hurting myself in doing so, Im ready at
last
I stare to you, my beautiful handsome angel, an angel I love deeply who this
night Ive been intimate with
Im still stalling, my eyes on you a long last time, your stunning body altered
by the falling tears, my voice a whisper so low that it will not bother you, Im
sure of this or I would never dare to voice my feelings, but I NEED to tell this
aloud at least once, even if you never will hear it
"ai shiteru Kaede"
and I go out, out of your room, out of your house, without looking back
This night has been a dream, a dream that now I keep in my heart, stored safely
in my memory, just a dream... I keep telling myself it was just a dream, hoping
to believe my own words sooner then later
POV Kaede
He is gone, Ive heard him getting up from the bed, Ive spied him while he was
standing near the window, Ive listen to his phone call, his words hurting like
knives in my soul, each word a stroke that was killing my hope
Hi, its me, Im ok, will be back soon
no, nothing wrong, nothing to be
worried about ...
Yes, Im safe and will be back to you soon, wait for me
love you
this night had no meaning for him, I was <nothing>
a moment of distraction,
born out of too many drinks and the wish of experimenting
he was a virgin, Im
sure of this, I was one too and with him I wished to discover the heaven of
love, with you I succeeded, I felt loved, cared for,
rocked in his arms, drunken out of his sweet breathes, lost into his sweet wide
innocent eyes... And now?
Now Im nothing
for him Im nothing
To whom is he saying I love you ?
Those words should be for me ! You should love ME, you should wish to stay HERE
with me, why are you leaving?
Why?
I hide my face with an arm, I will not let you see me crying, but Im still able
to see you, wandering in my room a silent shadow folding my clothes, as if in
doing it he could delete all what has happened this night
you are dressing slowly, it is an agony looking at you now, you are even more
sensual in dressing that you were while Ive stripped you naked
I feel
burning, I want you, I need you, come to me
give me a last gift, a kiss, just
one last kiss before leaving me ..
But your hand is already on the knock, you turn a brief moment ..
Your voice is just a whisper, shy and soft, but my house is silent, just like a
grave and I can hear you ..
"ai shiteru Kaede"
and my heart is overwhelmed, my mind is running in loops, Im stone still but
inside Im jumping around, you had used those magic words, the ones I have been
waiting for my whole life
You have left but before going you have said aloud that you love me, you love ME
No matter how much Ive hurt you, no matter how much we quarrelled, no matter my
icing behaviour, no matter my bad character and attitude you said you love me ..
Sure, you thought I was asleep
but I did heard you
And now my fear melts down, you love me and I love you, Ive not told you this
night but I will in just a few hours, I will find a way to bring you back here,
back in my arms, in my bed, near me
I will not lose you
And I allow voicing my feeling out, I gave them words
"ai shiteru Hanamichi"
and I let myself drifting into sleep, I need rest before opening the Hunt to the
Red Monkey, a lovable red monkey who had warmed my heart, filled me with
happiness and had showed me the burning height of passion and physical love
[A/N: ai shiteru = I love you]
POV Hana
The trip from his house to mine had been so long and at the same moment far too
short, I know you are waiting for me and I cannot find the words to explain you
how Im feeling, to describe you the storm of emotions that are dwelling inside
me, how could I tell you all what has happened?
Before entering our home I stand and look at the windows, a candle is up, as
usual, who gets home first light one up, our special way to tell the other <I
care for you>
A light up in the night to show our hearts the way to a safe port
And my mind runs back to him to the house Ive just left, where loneliness
reigned, full of expensive furnitures and objects, all of them leaved in their
places, stone cold objects gathered just for show, no one exposed out of love,
no one showing sweet memories, no mementos of a loving past to share, no family
pictures
The sorrow I felt entering your house could not be shielded by all the alcohol I
drunk, at that moment I realized I could not deny you anything, not a single
thing, for those few hours I would have granted you all I could give you to make
you happy, at least a little happy, no matter what price .. it wasnt important
then and it is not important now
I open the door slowly, not afraid to wake you up but just because so it should
be done, in the night all should be soft , no rumours to disturb this quiet
velvety night so like his eyes ..
Grandma is in the sitting room, a bright light on her hoop, the needle
travelling in the fabric, creating another heirloom; she raises her face and
smiles, a question in her eyes that does not come out of her mouth
Thanks
I still do not know if I will manage to pour my heart out to you, not now, but
Im not sleepy, my bed is not calling me, my body is still shaking
I bring a seat near your armchair, I need to be near you and the coach is too
far away
I look you working, it stills looks fun realizing how needle and thread can
bring to life those images so cute and simple yet so complex to look unreal
You call it stitching, I insist it is the awakening of a dream, each stitch
works its magic on the fabric and each shade adds live to the hidden
How many times you had played story-teller to me while stitching, wonderful
stories that filled my heart with peace and let my fantasy roam free...
I still love to listen to you Grandma, it is better then any other game or
entertainments, your words had rocked the child me, granting me golden dreams,
your voice had lifted my broken heart while we said farewell to my dad, your
voice had showed me the way back to joy, you have ever been at my side, even now
you are here, with me, with your loving silence, waiting for me to mouthing the
words of the sorrow I have within, so big, so big
And words arrive, my heart is too full, the goblet is filled to the edge and it
needs to spill
Slowly but without stopping
tonight Ive met the sorrow of a life without love, Ive met what you told me
about with me never believing it, Ive seen how sorrow and loneliness can hurt
an angel and turn him into blooding rugs, Ive seen how pride can manage to hide
all this behind a clear crystal perfect mask, a mask so sharp to cut your soul
deeply, Ive seen both the mask and the soul and I must tell I did not like what
Ive seen
not a bit
you look at me, questions filling your eyes but none of them dares to come out
of your sweet mouth, you wait, you will wait till Im ready, you always do
you do know me, if I start to tell you something I will not drop it, but this
time my voice is just like yours, Im telling you something that had happen to
me, that had changed my world, that had marked my heart
Ive been drinking tonight, too much
and the alcohol in me had spoken trough
my mouth, wording questions that had hurt deeply a person I love, I really love
this person but I showed no
respect, aiming to reach the heart Ive only managed to hurt
I only wished to
know if there was a place for me in that heart but I acted so childish, so
bluntly, so uncaring
and now Im so ashamed of myself
I feel your eyes, worried for me, not ready to scold me, just worried for me,
you have guessed, have you? You know me; if I do wrong Im the last one to
forgive myself
I cannot stand myself when I hurt another person
So I keep telling my story to you Grandma, it is nothing Im proud of
This person had reacted, spitting on me all was hidden behind the mask and Ive
met the hell hidden behind that fake quiet untouchable face, Ive seen hell and
desired to turn it into paradise, to put a stop to that sorrow
my tears are blinding me now, silver traces on my golden skin
and you wait and keep silent to let me unburden all my troubles to you, ready to
heal me afterwards but unable to help me now, just as I was when Ive seen the
iced hell of Kaedes live
if you could hear that voice grandma, how sorrow dropped from it, sorrow Ive
made bigger
I broke Gran, I had to mend my mess, thats why Im late
I wish
I had not worried you, sorry
my speech was not complete and you know it, but how could I voice those things
aloud?
I can think of no ways to start this other story .. and your voice strikes home
as well as your words
I love you Hana, no matter how many mistakes you do or will do, I will always
love you, always
and I trust you, if you had make a mistake Im sure you will make up for it too
Thank you Grandma, only you could trust me so fully, I do not know where start
this story, Im afraid to hurt you
and to be a shame for you too, but I cannot
keep up faking, no more, no after tonight
no reaction, you wait
Ive fallen in love and tonight Ive put my foot in my big mouth, hurting the
one I love and while making things up Ive done things worst by keeping my heart
closed, by not voicing my love
for me it was making love but for him? What have I been for him Grandma? A
toy-boy? A stress reliever? A body to be taken have any answer for me Grandma?
a boy
would you tell me of him?
dont know Gran, what could I tell you? How beautiful he is? Gran he is the
most beautiful boy in my school but his mind and his heart are more beautiful
than his face to me, he is courted by both girls and boys, he has a fan club, he
is a great basket player, the best of our team
so different from me, the
opposite
You ARE beautiful Hanamichi, your heart is pure like a spring, your soul is so
kind that shines as a star, never doubt your value my dear, you are beautiful
and not only in your body too
you have not seen him Gran, he is like ice and sky, he is strong, he is good,
his hands are long and sure, he looks fragile but his arms are made of stone,
when he hugged me I felt safe inside those strong keep
you should seen him
while he jumps, he is flying, all in him shows energy, his skin is snow-white,
his hair is black as a ravens wing, so black to look almost blue, his eyes bear
the same deep blue of a deep lake, of a starry night, of a sapphire
but his
beauty is not just skin deep, his soul is better then his face, he looks ice but
I swear he has a fire hidden behind that iced mask, he hides behind the ice but
he is pure fire
Ive stared at him for weeks and each day Ive fallen in love a bit more, he has
done nothing he has simply been himself, he has a reliable soul, he had closed
his heart to the world in order to not be hurt anymore
He doesnt speak much but only because nobody really listen to him, he is a good
player but nobody calls him <friend>, he plays at his better but trusts no one,
he bottles up all he feels
Tonight his quiet word exploded, both from alcohol and from my questions, for my
stunts
And this chain of events had shown me what he was hiding behind his glacial
attitude, only tonight he had allowed himself to feel and shoed me his rage, he
had trashed me with his feelings, he had showed me his scars and seeing him so
had only made my love for him stronger, I would have done anything to make him
smile, to grant him a moment of peace, an happy memory
Then he had dared me to follow him, to give him the total love he had never
believed true, had dared me light his fire, to hug him despite his ice, to make
his blood boiling with passion
He was listing all this dares and I could only feel his need to be loved, I
could not resist him, I followed him to that house so different from our, I
followed him into his room, into his bed ...
I saw his loneliness and Im not ashamed of my decision Gran, for those brief
and yet uneding moments he was alone no more, I was with him, we have shared the
deepest intimacy two boys may ever have
I do not know what may happen tomorrow,
I only know Ive fallen in love with him
Words have rushed out my mouth as a flooding river and now I wait for hers, Ive
admitted to myself and to her that Im in love with a boy, that tonight we had
sex, that for we had made love but for him perhaps it has only been a physical
need, an act out of ? I do not know
But Im not ashamed of myself
And I wait, it is my turn to wait, to be judged for my actions, for my choices,
for who I am
I love you Hanamichi and I do hope he had realized you are in love with him,
that you had given him your heart not only your body, I hope he has fallen in
love with you my darling, I hope you will be happy
your words were <Ive
fallen in love with a boy>, to me what matters is only <fallen in love>, only
this I need to know, you are in love, and I really hope that this boy whom you
have granted your heart does realize what a gift he had received and does
appreciate it.
you are so serious, almost solemn in your declaration, this is not a judgement
as I was afraid of, you keep on telling me you love me, just because I am your
grandson, you do not care for anything else, you only ask me to be truthful and
faithful to myself, you do bother that I will be loved too, the sex of my
partner has no relevance, only what he feels for me, you want to see into is
heart not in his pants
your hair is white, your steps are slower, wrinkles mark your loving face but
your mind and your heart are strong and young, alive and full of love, you do
remind and understand love, you are still so young to understand my teen-ager
years-related problems, the obstacles I met and I am still meeting, you have
taught me to look into my soul, to make my choices, to pay for my mistakes and
to learn from them
you have never refused me the right to make errors, to
fight my battles against prejudices and you have been at my side while I did,
ready to help me to heal my hurt knees, to mend my spirit
just as you are
doing now
I am your reckless orphaned teenager grandson who loves another boy
But for you I will ever first be your beloved grandson
I feel your love wrapping me in a warm blanket, soothing me, rocking me
You do love me and nothing about me could drive you away, you love me because I
am me
Thanks grandma
Now I need time by myself, I need to think about this night alone, I need to
think of him, hoping tomorrow there will be an <us>
Kissing your cheek I leave for my room, tomorrow Ill see Kaede again, at school
Title: Hunting the Red Monkey
Author: witch_is_in
Fandom: Slam Dunk
Disclaimer: SD's boys are property of Inoue sensei
Pairing: Kaede&Hana
Rating: R
Feedback: witch_is_in@email.it
POV Kaede
Today Im not displeased to wake up, Ive a date and I cannot be late, but today
is not my old friend the orange basket ball to claim me, today Im driven to see
my loved one, I need to see him before the lessons begin, I want to read on his
face all those feelings and emotions that had drove me to him like a mote to the
flame, I need to see myself in his eyes, large eyes the colour of melted
chocolate, so hot to make my heart burn, I want to see his love for me in them,
am I asking too much? Perhaps
but I DO know HIM, he is not the Genius he
declares, he is no Tensai of this and of that, but he is indeed a pure and great
soul, innocent like a child, like an angel, he has no evil inside himself, he
cannot act evil, even when he his angry he tempers his words with a smile
His smile, I fall in love with that smile the very first time I saw it, his
smile, his joie de vivre, his eagerness
Ive met him the first day of school, he arrived on the terrace just after Ive
defined a few items with those guys, we fought and I won, of course
there was
admiration in his eyes and wonder in those of his friend, but I could manage to
see only him, the power dropping from his body, the flaming color of his hair,
the golden of his skin.. and his voice
so unmistakable, so rich, so fresh,
like the rush of water in spring, like burning logs in the fireplace
he has a
voice quite unique, a voice that had charmed me from the very first words he
spoke to me, I have wandered how that voice would sound in the deepest passion
and tonight I had the proof that my imagination was less then reality
he
really his so full of light to bring light even in the deep shadows of my own
lonely soul, ha has managed to lose my reined emotions, to melt the ice hiding
my truest me, my feelings
tonight he had turned me in a burning puddle of
desire and greed, he had allowed me to reach out for him, to let me touch him,
to possess him
And now You .Are .Mine and I never let go what belongs to me!
You had allowed me to taste your pleasure, your gave me your virginity, just
like I gave you mine even if I had not told you it was my first time too,
Keeping silent does not change the facts, to YOU I have given my first kiss, my
first intimate moment with another living being, my first sexual experience, you
were my First
and I was your
and so I become the master of your heart, to
care for you as long as we live, believe me Hanamichi Sakuragi, You . Are . Mine,
Only . Mine
You just need to realize Ive marked you as mine, every inch of your wonderful
body bear my mark, you will soon realize how jealous, possessive and fully
exclusive and faithful I am
I will never ask you what Im not willing to give you too
I will be only yours just as you will be only mine if you will accept me, us...
I hope you will, I know you will, your hands told me so last night while they
were cuddling me, so did your moans of pleasure, your shivering while I was
pumping you, the way you had relaxed your body to welcome my invasion, hiding
the hurt wit soft whimpers of pleasure, your trust in me while I was marking you
with my seed
YOU ARE MINE, you have to admit it, you bear my mark as well as my heart because
Ive given it to you in the same moment you had said aloud you loved me, in the
same moment Ive said aloud that I loved you
It doesnt matter you believed me asleep, it doesnt matter Ive spoken when you
have already left, we both have said the words and this is what matters, our
hearts have realized we are in love and today Ill find a way to make you listen
to me
Today
We are together despite other peoples opinion, despite prejudices, despite
obstacles
You and I are an item, we are US, now we only need to speak the words aloud and
face to face and everything will fit
Last night you have played a dirty game, whether out of shyness or afraid of
being rejected I do not know, but you had used a game of dares to push me to
drink too much in order to ask questions far too personal
no wonder I reacted
daring you to spoke aloud the same kind of news, asking for a same grade of
confidence and intimacy
And you gave me what I asked for, without restrain, honestly, fresh clear water
to satisfy my thirst
And today Im thirsty again, I again need your presence, your affection, your
passion, your kisses and be sure Ill have you whole
The road to school today is shorter then ever, no time to get asleep as Im used
to, I was too busy fantasizing about my noisy beautiful git of a boyfriend and
now Im waiting for you just outside our classroom, I need to see you, to have a
word with you before the bell rings
You arrive running, almost late and not alone, your best friend is with you
you are chatting and you are blushing
what are you telling him?
I feel my eyes getting harder, my face becoming still as stone, my lips too
now Im furious, how dares he stand so near to you? How dare he touch your
shoulder? How dares him to pat you in the back?
How . Dares . Him ?
You . Are . Mine !
So I get near you both and my words came out as an order, no time for sweetness,
you must obey me
at the break, up in the terrace
you look confused, your chocolate eyes full of doubts and fighting emotions, so
many questions in them, some sadness too
but here is no place for speeches, not where everybody can look at us
so I act
as I always do in class, I fake indifference and go to sit at my place, put my
head on my arms as if falling asleep my usual way of estranging myself from
everybody around but Im checking your moves, you entering slower then usually,
going to your usual place and then changing your mind and coming
to the one at my side instead
Got it right at fist try ! good boy, you have realized that from now on your
place is just at my side, always, for ever
I grant you a glance
you are the only one to see my eyes and I use them fully
to let you understand how much Im pleased with your decision, I let myself
enjoy the show of your body, I drink every inch of your delectable body, Im
getting hard just in looking at you, I guess Ill never get enough of you my red
haired lover
Im making you blushing, you are unable to sit still, I feel your body getting
warmer, are you getting hot? You too?
Good, in a few hours Ill set you on fire, Ill drove you crazy for need, Ill
make your scream out of pleasure
POV Hana
Im late, be dammed! Im running to my daily date with my mate Yohei, Im sure
he is waiting for me at the usual corner
here he is! I may slow down a bit but
not too much or we will be late for school
My face must be showing all my emotions and lack of sleep, Ive not been able to
rest this night, I kept wondering about today, about yesterday night, asking
myself how would be looking at him in class, wondering if he would remind last
night
this is my fear, that he had forgotten everything that had happened
between us yesterday night, that the physical need once satisfied had been
forgotten
Ive made order, had deleted any trace of my presence in his room so
what if he believes it was only a dream?
My lips turns into a grim, so sad my best friend could not avoid noticing it and
of course he asks me if Im all right
no Yohei, Im not fine, Im in big
troubles, Ive fallen in love, badly, and yesterday night Ive made love with a
boy and today I cannot be sure he reminds of me, of us
How could I possibly tell you what has happened yesterday? How could I admit my
actions, how could I tell you Im in love with another boy? and how much Im
afraid of his rejection after we made love last night?
But I need to spill a bit, else Ill broke
Ive fallen in love
hard
Im
afraid its an one-way road, no hope to be loved back
Afraid of another rejection Hana? This would be .. what? The 52th?
not just another rejection, it is much worse Yohei, worse ..
do not worry mate, falling in love is nothing wrong
you are my best friend
and Im sure youll find someone who will love you as you deserve, be sure of
this, you will find love Hana
thanks mate, hope you will be right
what in hell is he doing now? Leaned against the door, outside the class as if
he is waiting for somebody
and now why is he looking at me with those hard
eyes, colder then ice
what is happening? Why he looks so angry at me? And his
voice, hissing and order ..
at the break, up in the terrace
no kind request, no gentle words, A BLOODY ORDER! And my heart jumps happily
he wishes to see me, then he reminds of me, of us
sure, he looks furious,
perhaps he wishes to hit me
no, if so he would have done without delay
he
has gone inside without any more word, and Im following him out of my hearts
desire, enchanted by an un-song melody
have you realized you are holding my
heart in your hands? Please be careful, hold it near yours, do not throw it away
as an useless toy
Ive followed you, Ive deserted my usual place in class, today I need to be as
near you as possible
so I sit at your side, in the place that usually is empty
as you do not like to be disturbed while sleeping in class, wonder if you will
argue my presence
But I need to be nearby so I sit
what? You are sleeping? How could you sleep
now?
No, I was wrong, you not asleep, not at all!
Your eyes are eating me alive, you are looking at me as if you were going to
lick me bit by bit, Im feeling blushing under your eyes, Im getting hot, and
hard
I need to have him inside me, again, I need to feel him
Im not able to sit still, fuck, how much time till the break? Hours!
Shit! Two hours have passed but Im getting harder, if he dares to look at me
again Ill jump on him! Fuckfuckfuck I need to cool down or Ill do something
just here in class!
OK, time for another class, Ill go to the loo and with some luck a bit of cold
water should to the trick, a good thing my pants are loose ones or I could not
avoid to show how hard Im for him
Here I am, cold water, never so needed!
What was I thinking? Im moaning again, any time I close my eyes I keep seeing
him as last night, how he was looking while he was entering me, how I was
feeling full and satisfied with his dick inside me, how lovely were his moans,
how loud were mine, how hot was his seed inside me
My body is shaking at the memory
Hands on my body, touching, wandering, claiming
WHO THE HELL IS DARING ?
I rise my head and in the mirror I see my lover, his lovely face looking at me
in the reflection
and I blush, my face now is redder then my hair
he is here,
he is touching me, he is pushing against me, our hips are brushing, I can feel
his hardness on my back, he is grounding it on my ass, he is claiming me
and I
have no objection, Im quiet in his arms, I let him free to do as he wishes,
biting my lips in order to stop my moans of pleasure
I look at him and he looks at me, our eyes meet in the mirror
And his hand enters my pants, so sure of himself, searching and finding my own
hardness, he strokes me, he acts as if he were my master
and he really is my
master, my lover
good boy, so hard
hard for me, relax, just feel
cum for me
cum now
just so
good boy
and I cannot stop myself, I must obey, his voice is my undoing, I cum in his
hand and moan loudly my pleasure
and his name
"yesss ... yeees ... Ka.e.deeee ..."
POV Kaede
What is he thinking to do? He is going out of the class, is he going to reach
his friend? You cannot do this, you are mine, you belong to me
so I rise to
follow you, an hunter after his prize and you are my prize, my beloved red
monkey!
You are only going into the loo
alone
you had a very good idea, now it is
time you realize you are mine and mine alone !
I smile, satisfied of myself and of my plan
I enter the loo too, without
making any noise, you are washing your face
are you hot my dear? Getting too
excited? No problem little one, Ill help you
and just to be sure let me lock
the door, so no one could disturb us
Im behind you now, the running water had hidden the sound of my steps, you have
not noticed me
yet ! so I grip your hips and ground myself to you
can you
feel how hard I am? It is your fault baby, Im hard for you, I desire you, I
want to be inside of you
again
You have not recognized my touch at first, my hands so possessive of your body
have not be3 welcomed at first
but as soon as you have seen my face in the
mirror you have stopped any resistance, you have loosened yourself in my embrace,
you have let me pushing my prick on your ass
my beautiful lover, my trusting
innocent boy, my angel, my boyfriend
I cannot resist your charms and I need to know if you are happy to see me too,
so my hand runs to your groin
you are hard too, your prick is so hot, so hard,
so ready
I need to stroke you, to feel the silk of your skin under my hand, I
want to make you come by touching you, I want to feel your pleasure, I want to
get wet by your seed, I want you to realize you are mine, I want you to
understand that Im the one who gives you satisfaction
I want to have you here
and now, again and forever
You put up no resistance, your moans are soft and lovely
I keep my voice soft and kind, yet demanding
Im the first to be surprised by
my own voice
good boy, so hard
hard for me, relax, just feel
cum for me
cum now
just so
good boy
and you cum, obeying me, giving me the gift of your trust and your pleasure,
gifting me your soft moans, your cum warm on my hand
and you grant me a more
precious gift
you call my name while you cum
"yesss ... yeees ... Ka.e.deeee ..."
I kiss you on the neck, on the temples, on any part of your pretty face I can
manage to reach
And you turn a bit, you wish to look at me directly, no more satisfied with the
mirror, sorry love, I cannot resist the temptation of your lips, a bit open in
the aftermath
asking to be kissed, ready to be devoured
I dive on your mouth,
I stole your very breath, I explore my private paradise
I need to taste you,
we have been apart for too much, almost a whole morning
And you let me free to explore your body, again, you open your mouth, your
tongue softly stroking along mine, I can taste your sweet and hot mouth again
and my greed is tempered, my urge becomes slower
we stop only when our lungs
are already crying out aloud for oxygen
and I smile to you
you are MINE Hana, mine alone
I will never let you forget it for a single
moment
you do not use word sto answer me, you need none, your eyes are locked in mine,
you are staring at me as if you had discovered the lost treasure of a buccaneer,
or simply as if your deepest desire has been granted you
you nod, a slow nod
but enough to show me you understand, good boy, you deserve a treat
and I keep
on smiling you while holding you strongly, keeping up in stroking your groin,
making you hard again
I turn you in my arms, I want to see your face while Ill do this
I loosen
your pants first then mine, our pricks get in touch, hardened flash sliding
against other flesh just so hard too, silk against silk, I want you to feel my
desire while I feel yours
we are here, in a school loo, half naked, aroused
members welcoming each other
desire growing and breath getting more and more
elaborated
your hand goes down to hold me, are you going to reciprocate? Feel
free to do it
Ill hold no complain
and Ill do it to you meanwhile
This time it is quite different, the rhythm is alternated, the deep pleasure of
your hand touching my manhood, of mine on yours while seeing your eyes getting
darker and darker with lust, pupils growing larger, lips between teeth in order
to keep moans from getting too loud, seeing my own lust drive acts mirrored by
you, we becoming each others human mirror of freely shared pleasure
We cum together, hot seeds on both our hands and bodies
I do regret this but we have better to go back to class now, but first I want to
taste you
And keeping my eyes locked into yours I rise my hand to my mouth, licking your
bitter-sweet juice mingled with mine
and you are mirroring me again
Irresistible
seeing your red lips glossed with my seed is too arousing, I have
to kiss you, deeply, devouring you, feeling myself in your hot paradise
and my
kiss is welcomed, my tongue stroked and challenged, soft touches and mewling
sounds
I would love to take you here and now but we had to go, before somebody arrives
looking for us, but Im not happy to go
let us clean up and go back, well met again during the break
I start washing my hands, semen had a strong smell, no need to let other guess
what we had done together .. you are confused, you look at me but keep silent,
how strange
have I managed to put a stop to your constant blabbering?
May be Ill do it again in the future, a good way to make you silent
Still no questions
being with you will be a never-ending discovery, but we
need to hurry, how strange, you had managed to make me speak so much
Ive
almost used all my quota words for the whole day
come on Hana ..
you have called me by first name
and how should I have called you, please?
you too
you have shouted MY name while you were coming in MY hand, losing yourself in MY
eyes
not so much time ago
any objection now in me using your first name? I feel I
have the right to call you by first name!
I like it
I like the sound of my name while you say it
Hoi! Wait . A .
Minute! What are you meaning that Im YOURS?
Dohao
you are MY boyfriend and I do NOT share what I claim as mine, so
consider yourself warned
your boyfriend
YESSS
. Warned? What in hell are you meaning with <warned>?
What am I supposed to have done? The manic here it is you! It is you who
followed me here in the loo
who
who had started all this
You started it!
" ... are you complaing? You were not so whining a bit ago
"HENTAI!!!!"
" ... to whom had you told <I love you>C last night? You were not yet dressed,
you were barely out of my arms and you phoned whom? I will not tolerated this
again
You . Are . Mine!
you look at me as if I was growing another head
then you start laughing out
aloud
How . Dare . You? BAKAAAA!
Guess my stare is quite impressive and self-explaining, your laugh stops and
your face lightens in a kind smile
"Kaede I called my Grandma, I had not told her I was going to be out till so
late
but I like you are jealous, jealous of me
"Nh .."
this was not what I meant it to be, Ive exposed myself too much, it doesnt
really matter, yes Im jealous of you, you are too handsome, too hot, too lovely,
Im not willing to share you nor to compete for you, I want to have you only for
me
Im not giving up the love you have given me last night, it started with a
dare, it involved large amounts of alcohol but now it doesnt matter anymore,
yesterday night you have opened me the doors of paradise and Ive found love and
tenderness in making love to you, I want to feel all that again today, and again
tomorrow and again the day after tomorrow
I want to feel loved and welcomed
all my life long
and to make you feel cherished and loved too
we can have
all this, together
I hold my hand toward you, inviting you to join me in another kiss, inviting you
to enter willing into this relationship
and giving you the last chance to walk
away from me
But I have no time to worry
you are taking my hand and holding it in your, you
come nearer and we share a kiss
a slow soft kiss that warms my heart and my
soul, that marks the start of our relationship
and I let myself drown in it, I
open my mouth to welcome you inside of me and you enter it with so much kindness
it almost hurts, you are so careful, tongue stroking with calm, making me
feeling claimed in the most tender way
I gave you control without fear, you
would never hurt me, I can feel it
lungs scream for air
we do need to breath
Your smile is the sweetest I ever seen on your loved face
this is the real
Hanamichi, my love, my lover
my beloved
"ai shiteru Kaede"
you are saing it aloud! You are telling me in my face! You said it again!
my emotions are getting the best of me, tears are filling my eys, I hold my
breath, Im overwhelmed, I cannot speak, I am not able to reciprocicate
and my
inability does hurt me and makes me afraid to hurt you too
but your smile does not waver, you keep your eyes locked into mine and in them I
see only love
love and serenity
you understand
you have realized I am not
able to said it aloud
my boyfriend
I am yours but you are mine too, MY Kaede
and now its me smiling, nodding, giving you the right to own me, to said aloud
I am yours
and I want to be yours, I desire to belong to you, I want to get lost in you
you rise our ahnds, fingers interwinede, you kiss them, those same fingers that
had pleasured you just some moments ago, the same ones that yesterday night had
entered you, had opened you, had claimed you, owned you in the most intimate way
yesterday night I may have hut you but tonight Ill make it up to you
call your Grandma, tonight you will stay by me
yes
POV Hana
You had made me cum, you had provoked me, tantalized me, cuddled me, stroked
till Ive come under the soft but yet strong stroke of your fingers
and now
your kisses are making my heard spinning, your tongue invades my mouth, brings
my walls down, makes me trembling with pleasure
I have a choice, giving you
total leave, wanting you to go ahead
but I need to breath too! And you need
air yourself
we broke away
KAMI!
you
you
you are smiling! Your are smiling at me!
you are MINE Hana, mine alone
I will never let you forget it for a single
moment
my heart stops for a bit
I cannot believe You have spoken, and with those
words
it must be a dream, sure I am dreaming
You are claiming Me?
I dive in your eyes
you wonderful deep blue eyes
there is love in them, just
love
a love so great Ive never seen before
And I move without realizing Im moving, my heart had took the lead, it has
understood what my hears are still refusing to realize
I nod
yes I AM yours
Hoi!
what?
what are you doing?
you have been fast, we are already half naked, your prick pushing against mine
that is still in your hand
Ah so? This game is not just for you! I can play it
too!
My hand reach out for your prick, now Ive got you my dear fox!
If you dare to argue you are in for a match! Ill hit you hard and fast
But you do not argue
you change the rhythm of your strokes and I do the same,
strong ones followed by softer ones, making the pleasure rise, leading both of
us toward completition
till both of us are panting, flushed and wet with our
seed
and we both do the same primitive and possessive gesture
we bring our hand to
the mouth to taste the others gift
and mirroring each other we realize we
have other needs, other desires, so we rush into a kiss, too eager to share out
taste, to flavour my seed in your mouth, to let you taste yourself in my mouth
we have the same ideas, the same reactions, the same urge, the same hot lust
let us clean up and go back, well met again during the break
KAEDE! You are unbelievable!
I have no words for this
have you blood or else in your body? Perhaps you use
ice instead
come on Hana ..
what? Have I heard you right?
you have called me by first name
I need to be sure of this, I may be wrong
please tell me
you too
yes, right
I called out your name while I cum
and WHO els shoud I have
called upon? Please tell me
I was calling you, my loved one
I like it
I like the sound of my name while you say it
Hoi! Wait . A .
Minute! What are you meaning that Im YOURS?
Dohao
you are MY boyfriend and I do NOT share what I claim as mine, so
consider yourself warned
my heart stops again
you are pushing me high into the sky
Im in seventh
heaven
your boyfriend
YESSS
. Warned? What in hell are you meaning with <warned>?
What am I supposed to have done? The manic here it is you! It is you who
followed me here in the loo
who
who had started all this
You started it!
I am warned of what? Are you crazy? It was you who had started all this, it was
you who had almost raped me here, in the schools loo!
" ... are you complaing? You were not so whining a bit ago
you are crazy! How could you be so calm
you are
you are
a maniac!
Even whore then Sendo!
"HENTAI!!!!"
" ... to whom had you told <I love you>C last night? You were not yet dressed,
you were barely out of my arms and you phoned whom? I will not tolerated this
again
You . Are . Mine!
what is going on here? You are quarreling with me? You are
jealous
YESSS!
You ARE jealous of me
of me
I cannot believe this Kaede, you are turning my world upside down, you are
saying aloud that you care for me, that you want me
Im so happy Im not able
to be quiet
I smile and laugh out aloud
laughing is the only way I know to
share my happiness
But you are not happy, your eyes are hard as stone
you are furious
Had you really believed I was calling another lover?
You are my love and my lover
only you
"Kaede I called my Grandma, I had not told her I was going to be out till so
late
but I like you are jealous, jealous of me
"Nh .."
my words are not enough for you
your hand is looking for mine and I want to
make you as happy as I am, so I bend forward and kiss you softly
and this time
you let me lead, you allow me to taste your sweet mouth, to explore my private
paradise
Im in no hurry
no need to rush
you are a beautiful flower and I
want to cherish you, not to hurt you
my lungs are screaming now
I need air
so we stop
I have only one way to
let you understand who you really are for me
"ai shiteru Kaede"
now its your turn to be speechless
emotions are storming in your eyes, tears
are filling them
how could I believed you cold and emotionless? You may not
speech much but your eyes are speaking volumes! One only needs to be near you to
listen
to understand you
you are not able to tell me the words, it doesnt matter
words will come with
time
your eyes had told me all I need to know, you do love me
your eyes had never
said a a lie, never
but a thing must be clear between us
my boyfriend
I am yours but you are mine too, MY Kaede
you are MY love
but as you are as well quite a troublesome little fox, better
fix this once and forever, Ill never let you go away, never! Understood?
You nod, you had understood, good
to show you how much I appreciate you I rise
our hands and start leaving little kisses on your fingers, cuddling you as I
never thought possible
What are you thinking now my dear lover?
call your Grandma, tonight you will stay by me
yes
ordering me around .. again
no asking, no pleading, ordering me around like a
little toddler
but I cannot refuse you anything
and thinking about it I do
need to call my Granma, if she knows she will not worry
and more important she
deserves to know that Im happy, that Im loved back, that my boyfriend does
care for me, that she was right, as ever
Im a very special person for the only one I ever wished to be
I am just one person but for him I am the world
and so is he for me
Im in love and Im happy
the end